should we or shouldn't we?
Well I think we should. In today's society where a marriage certificate don't guarantee anything, its good to keep a seperate account from your other half and be self-substainable.
Men, are you aware that your wife keeps a saving account, their so call 私房钱...
ok, lets not go to the extend of divorce, and that sort of drama drama...
I talking about pampering yourself once in a while. Like getting another pair of shoes, going for spa, buying a bling bling to reward yourself...
Wouldn't it feel good to swap the card without worrying being questioned by your hubby?
I'm sure phrases like "What??!!! another pair of shoe??!!!" sounds familar...
In fact, I'm for the idea for men to keep their own seperate acoount. I think guys should also pamper themselves after working so hard to bring the bread home every month.
You deserve a good treat.
However, I would ask for both wife and husband to be responsible with their little secret account. Its meant for your own pleasure, and by pleasure I'm not refering to love hotel or flings.
Can you imagine if you are a gamer and your wife is not, and every single time you slurp on XBox or PS2 games, she starts nagging at you?
I'm a classic example. Not that I'm married, but my ex-bf used to spend a lot on some arty farty things, and I totally freak out.
To me, its a pure waste of money. But, I fail to realize that I've been spending N amount of money on shoes, bags, food etc
I mean we are not even married, I can't imagine if how things will turn out if we are...
so, thats when I though it would be good to keep a seperate account from my future hubby.
Call me selfish, but I want to save my breath explaining to him why I bought the pair of shoes.
Men fail to understand that women spend a lifetime looking good for who, yes, for themsleves and also their husband.
Imagine bringing your wife out to a function, and when pple start saying that "Hey, is that your sister?" *ego level drop to negative*
I have to clarify that I dun spend the entire pay check on myself
To be honest, whenever I go shopping and come across nice stuff, like shirts, tees, tie etc, I would buy them for my bf, the usual reply I'll get is "dun waste momey can?! Buy me more realistic stuff like games..."
*speechless*
*ccol down*
I know my man, he is the 嘴硬心软 type. The more he say he doesn't like the stuff, the more he likes it. You can tell that when he starts wearing them every other day....
Men are like women, hard to understand...
We often heard women saying 老公的钱是我的，我的钱是我的... I can't totally agree with this. We have to asses base on the trust between two parties. I think its due to the culture and mindset of Chinese, men is always bringing the bread.
Even so that more and more women are educated and are high corporate flyer, still, they would expect the men to contribute more to the family.
Even you ask a man, he would never agree to be a stay-home husband.
I would say to also have a joint account together, which will be used for daily family expenses.
Come on~ lets face the reality, living in S'proe today, 1 person income is barely enuff. When kids come into the picture, its even worse.
I guess love is important in a marriage, its like a primary factor. But secondary factors e.g. trust, momey, living habits etc also plays a part for a marriage to work.
would you keep a secret account???
Friday, August 26, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
future?
Whats my future gonna be?
should I move on or stay on?
move on to where?
I got no idea who I want to be
When we are young, the most common composition topic - am ambition
never did I once sat down and gave it a thought. How do I hand in the assignment? I wrote on a safe topic like: I want to be a teacher, I want to be a nurse, I want to be a policewoman.
Yes! Its boring but I never fail to fetch a grade A.
When I finish O's I didn't know what course to take. I only knew I wanted to enrol myself into a poly, for the fact that 1) I didn't want to start working and 2) JC are for geeks and boring pple.
Back then, poly was THE place to be.
So what course to take? Since I didn't do well, I'm only left with Engineering and IT courses. I hate electronics, mechatronics, IT so I'm left with Building Technology and Quality Engineering.
No, I didn't want to QC, so I choose Building Technology.
My grades weren't that great, but still I manage to pass every semester without to re-paper.
So, grad from poly, wanted to start work coz I was very broke. I temp in a cafe for 3mths and became desperate so I accepted any building related job.
1st job survived for 17mths before I switched to a total different field and stayed for 1yr. Got promoted and transfer to another department - my current position.
Honestly, I never know what I wanted as my career although I give my best shot for every assignment I undertake.
Even when I wanted to further my studies in uni, I didn't know what to take.
I'm at a junction, to stay put and complete with my upcoming promotion or to take on another challenge.
I've to make a choice
should I move on or stay on?
move on to where?
I got no idea who I want to be
When we are young, the most common composition topic - am ambition
never did I once sat down and gave it a thought. How do I hand in the assignment? I wrote on a safe topic like: I want to be a teacher, I want to be a nurse, I want to be a policewoman.
Yes! Its boring but I never fail to fetch a grade A.
When I finish O's I didn't know what course to take. I only knew I wanted to enrol myself into a poly, for the fact that 1) I didn't want to start working and 2) JC are for geeks and boring pple.
Back then, poly was THE place to be.
So what course to take? Since I didn't do well, I'm only left with Engineering and IT courses. I hate electronics, mechatronics, IT so I'm left with Building Technology and Quality Engineering.
No, I didn't want to QC, so I choose Building Technology.
My grades weren't that great, but still I manage to pass every semester without to re-paper.
So, grad from poly, wanted to start work coz I was very broke. I temp in a cafe for 3mths and became desperate so I accepted any building related job.
1st job survived for 17mths before I switched to a total different field and stayed for 1yr. Got promoted and transfer to another department - my current position.
Honestly, I never know what I wanted as my career although I give my best shot for every assignment I undertake.
Even when I wanted to further my studies in uni, I didn't know what to take.
I'm at a junction, to stay put and complete with my upcoming promotion or to take on another challenge.
I've to make a choice
well said???
Yesterday is but a vision,
and tomorrow is only a dream
but today's well lived makes
every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a dream of hope
and tomorrow is only a dream
but today's well lived makes
every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a dream of hope
bad hair day
most fustrating thing could ever happen in the morning.
worse if you have a important appointment for the day.
the more you try to to fix it using different type of styling products, applying N amount just makes it worse. wax, jel, spray, moose, you name it all.
the harder you try, the more sturbborn and rebelious it gets. Its like a rebellious brat.
Your inner voice starts saying "OMG I look like a alien with antenna sticking out from the sides"
The minute hand of the clock didn't pity you and stop moving, and you realize that you have spend the lasr 20mins on that antenna.
The more you think of it, the angrier you get. The thought of getting the scissor and trim it off flashes across, but hey you realize that you are in the process of keeping your hair long.
Now you wish you didn't have natural curl. How you wish you can hide everything under the adiddas cap.
You give up...
"This will be a new hairstyle which will be in trend"
worse if you have a important appointment for the day.
the more you try to to fix it using different type of styling products, applying N amount just makes it worse. wax, jel, spray, moose, you name it all.
the harder you try, the more sturbborn and rebelious it gets. Its like a rebellious brat.
Your inner voice starts saying "OMG I look like a alien with antenna sticking out from the sides"
The minute hand of the clock didn't pity you and stop moving, and you realize that you have spend the lasr 20mins on that antenna.
The more you think of it, the angrier you get. The thought of getting the scissor and trim it off flashes across, but hey you realize that you are in the process of keeping your hair long.
Now you wish you didn't have natural curl. How you wish you can hide everything under the adiddas cap.
You give up...
"This will be a new hairstyle which will be in trend"
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Landmark Forum Part 2
back from Landmark graduation...
5-day forum finally came to an end...
I'm glad I went and survived (heard that 30 pple lest aft the first day)
Like what I told the rest, Life is nothing and meangingless, everything else is possible.
I've signed up for the action series which will commence on 1 Sept, which also means that I will miss Project Superstar Grand Final! (JY is no longer there, so WTH!)
Yday night was like a reunion, everyone were so excited and shared the breakthrough they had on Monday and Tuesday.
And me? I was armed with a my lagged digicam and snapping ard.
So its like graduation but less the 四方帽 (somebody said that, sorry I can't rem who)
I took a few pics, but they were too shy to appear on my blog (hello?! Thats a story ok!!!)
Anyway since my blog is popular so I shall not disclose their face to avoid overwhelming overnight fame!
crap lah dey! I respect and protect their privacy...
We went for supper at ABC market (they are going to demolished the place soon) for Teochew Mui
since I can't show their face, I shall say out LOUD their names! muhahahaha~!~!~
Lets see...ok... Zu aka the singer, Gary, Jeff aka the dragon-boater, Kelly aka the hotelier, Kok Hong and myself were there.
Ronald didn't join us coz he had to be at work early today.
*aaaahhhhaaa...feels much better saying their name*
the aftermath...
*finger pointing* the beef taste great...
Gary ordered a Durian Shake! OMFG! This is surper good! The taste really linger in my throat! Kelly can't stand this...
It has been a great journey for me and it wouldn't been possible without the contribution from everyone.
There are a few people that I would like to acknowledge...
~ Linda, my ex-boss, who brought me to the intro, Thanks!
~ Allain, the "obnoxious" frenchman, Thanks for imparting valuable knowledge to all of us.
~ The Landmark Forum Singapore team for all the hard work put in to make this forum possible
~ Raymond who tongbang me to the forum, everyday.
~ all the participants for your generosity of sharing your "story"
I wish all the participants all the best!
Living everyday with possibilities and breakthrough...
p/s Kelly and I share a little "secret" keekee... any stiring effect 2day? *smile*
5-day forum finally came to an end...
I'm glad I went and survived (heard that 30 pple lest aft the first day)
Like what I told the rest, Life is nothing and meangingless, everything else is possible.
I've signed up for the action series which will commence on 1 Sept, which also means that I will miss Project Superstar Grand Final! (JY is no longer there, so WTH!)
Yday night was like a reunion, everyone were so excited and shared the breakthrough they had on Monday and Tuesday.
And me? I was armed with a my lagged digicam and snapping ard.
So its like graduation but less the 四方帽 (somebody said that, sorry I can't rem who)
I took a few pics, but they were too shy to appear on my blog (hello?! Thats a story ok!!!)
Anyway since my blog is popular so I shall not disclose their face to avoid overwhelming overnight fame!
crap lah dey! I respect and protect their privacy...
We went for supper at ABC market (they are going to demolished the place soon) for Teochew Mui
since I can't show their face, I shall say out LOUD their names! muhahahaha~!~!~
Lets see...ok... Zu aka the singer, Gary, Jeff aka the dragon-boater, Kelly aka the hotelier, Kok Hong and myself were there.
Ronald didn't join us coz he had to be at work early today.
*aaaahhhhaaa...feels much better saying their name*
the aftermath...
*finger pointing* the beef taste great...
Gary ordered a Durian Shake! OMFG! This is surper good! The taste really linger in my throat! Kelly can't stand this...
It has been a great journey for me and it wouldn't been possible without the contribution from everyone.
There are a few people that I would like to acknowledge...
~ Linda, my ex-boss, who brought me to the intro, Thanks!
~ Allain, the "obnoxious" frenchman, Thanks for imparting valuable knowledge to all of us.
~ The Landmark Forum Singapore team for all the hard work put in to make this forum possible
~ Raymond who tongbang me to the forum, everyday.
~ all the participants for your generosity of sharing your "story"
I wish all the participants all the best!
Living everyday with possibilities and breakthrough...
p/s Kelly and I share a little "secret" keekee... any stiring effect 2day? *smile*
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Asia 1st Corporate Blogging Conference
Blogging has taken itself to the next level!
Corporate blogging, how cool!
Blogging is touted as the next BIG thing in business communication, combinning the Internet platform and word-of-mouth communication.
More and more companies has been exploring to use blog as a marketing platform for their products.
Some had feedbacked that blogs benefit businesses in a number of ways:
1. Direct Communications - Blogs provide a way for you to speak directly and honestly with your customer. As well as an excellent feed back channel.
2. Media & Public Relations - Blogs are excellent PR tools. The media calls you, not your competition.
3. Brand Building - Serve as another channel to put your brand in front of the customer.
4. Relational Marketing - Blogs allow you to build personal, long-lasting relationships with your customer that foster trust.
5. Reputation Management - Blogs enable you to manage your online reputation.
6. Intranet & Project Managment - Blogs make great, easy-to-use applications for internal communications within an organization.
Even top corporate executive use blog as a communication tool within the organization and to the public. A good example is the CEO of NTUC Income.
I'm proud to say that I've been invited to this event, where the speakers will share with the audience topics like policies and best bractices, blog marketing strategies, implementation and design, writing effectively, blogging for specific audiences and company...
Speakers will include Susannah Gardner, author of Series of books Dummies, and Paul Chaney, President of Professional Blogger Association.
*President of Professional Blogger Association!!! How cool!!! Dun pray pray*
Both are author of "Buzz Marketing with Blogs for Dummies"
BUT......no free meal in this world...$295 per pax!!! Gosh! I dun think I can get approval...
*running on tight budget...shit!!!*
Everyone is aware of how powerful a blog is. Blogger has been awarded with book offer, product endorsement. Bloggers have their faithful buch of readers, and this people faithfully check out these blogs everyday.
*I'm one of them*
so those, who are going for the conference, please share ok....
It will be held on 21-22 Sept in Le Meridien Singapore.
updates
*********
Froggy juz pointed that the event will be held in Furama City Centre not Le Meridien. Pls dun flame me if you find no one there....
Corporate blogging, how cool!
Blogging is touted as the next BIG thing in business communication, combinning the Internet platform and word-of-mouth communication.
More and more companies has been exploring to use blog as a marketing platform for their products.
Some had feedbacked that blogs benefit businesses in a number of ways:
1. Direct Communications - Blogs provide a way for you to speak directly and honestly with your customer. As well as an excellent feed back channel.
2. Media & Public Relations - Blogs are excellent PR tools. The media calls you, not your competition.
3. Brand Building - Serve as another channel to put your brand in front of the customer.
4. Relational Marketing - Blogs allow you to build personal, long-lasting relationships with your customer that foster trust.
5. Reputation Management - Blogs enable you to manage your online reputation.
6. Intranet & Project Managment - Blogs make great, easy-to-use applications for internal communications within an organization.
Even top corporate executive use blog as a communication tool within the organization and to the public. A good example is the CEO of NTUC Income.
I'm proud to say that I've been invited to this event, where the speakers will share with the audience topics like policies and best bractices, blog marketing strategies, implementation and design, writing effectively, blogging for specific audiences and company...
Speakers will include Susannah Gardner, author of Series of books Dummies, and Paul Chaney, President of Professional Blogger Association.
*President of Professional Blogger Association!!! How cool!!! Dun pray pray*
Both are author of "Buzz Marketing with Blogs for Dummies"
BUT......no free meal in this world...$295 per pax!!! Gosh! I dun think I can get approval...
*running on tight budget...shit!!!*
Everyone is aware of how powerful a blog is. Blogger has been awarded with book offer, product endorsement. Bloggers have their faithful buch of readers, and this people faithfully check out these blogs everyday.
*I'm one of them*
so those, who are going for the conference, please share ok....
It will be held on 21-22 Sept in Le Meridien Singapore.
updates
*********
Froggy juz pointed that the event will be held in Furama City Centre not Le Meridien. Pls dun flame me if you find no one there....
Monday, August 22, 2005
俊扬，你是我的绝对Superstar part 2
My wish was not granted...
俊扬 was boot!
*tear rolling down my cheecks*
my wish to see him in indoor stadium will not be granted
my wish to buy his first single will not be granted
Nevertheless, I got to listen to that song which was originally meant to be released
I believe that he will not give up his dream.
I will be waiting for his debut album.
I guess wining the title isn't everything, look at Taufik, in terms of popularity and album sale, dun think he won Sly.
What matter most is the exposure got thru the competition.....
俊扬 was boot!
*tear rolling down my cheecks*
my wish to see him in indoor stadium will not be granted
my wish to buy his first single will not be granted
Nevertheless, I got to listen to that song which was originally meant to be released
I believe that he will not give up his dream.
I will be waiting for his debut album.
I guess wining the title isn't everything, look at Taufik, in terms of popularity and album sale, dun think he won Sly.
What matter most is the exposure got thru the competition.....
To creat a new possibility in life
I'm back from Landmark Forum.
The journey was rewarding, fulfulling and inspriing.
I feel that I've been given a new lease of life.
It feels like now I'm begining to write the first chapter in my life. For the past 22 years, everything that happen to me a draft which was filled with untrue, pretentious story that I wrote to cover each and every incident.
I see the transfomation in myself and am glad that I've took up this journey.
Through the forum, I am touched, moved and inspire by the possiblities that one can creat.
The life story that everyone shared during the forum was a wake up call. All along we humans have been living life as a story. We are never contended.
We try so hard to aaccomplish things and to be successful and failed to realize that the more we do that empty we feel.
Now, I understand th reasons that build up my character all this while and because of all these strong suit that I created to protect myself, it affected my relationship with my family, friends and love life.
I give up the fear, story and strong suit that has been stuck with me all this years, complete with it and move on...
My previous entry about the issue with Mit, Bam was right, he came back and I fell into the same pithole again. I called him last night and I completed my issue with him and I am happy.
Remember all this while my relationship with kor that hasn't been going well? I talked to him on Saturday night. I gave up the story that I've created about him and and admit to him that all this while, I made him look bad so that I can look good.
I made the possibility that I am honest and trueful to him and a new relationship together.
I see things in a different persepctive without bringing in judgement.
Life is nothing and meangingless, and this is it. I begin to understand that we make the choose and not decision.
Desicion is made base on reason while Choice is made base on choice. When we make a choice, the choice becomes ours; we are responsible to it and this is it...as though theres is no tomorrow.
With that we can enjoy every moment of it and not view it as a chore. We are able to ace in it naturally.
My graduation will be this Tuesday evening and I'm totally excited about it.
The possibility that I have created for myself and my life is the possiblity of being honest and happy in every aspect of my life.
1hrs after this entry....
Recieved a sms from Mit...
surprised...
He was touched by what I told me and he admit that it was his lifestyle and that he was unwilling to commit to any relationship. What I said was true...he just want to satisfy himself. And he thank me for the reminder...
I was touched. i didn't know my words has such great effect on people.
I knew Mit for a while, never once I heard him saying such sentimental words...
I guess what Allain said in the forium is true. You juz need to said what you feel and not paint any story to cover your tracks and to look good. This is insuthenticity.
Human being are always so concerned about how they people look at them and failed to communicate truefully.
I believe both of us can work towards a better friendship...
Cheerios...
The journey was rewarding, fulfulling and inspriing.
I feel that I've been given a new lease of life.
It feels like now I'm begining to write the first chapter in my life. For the past 22 years, everything that happen to me a draft which was filled with untrue, pretentious story that I wrote to cover each and every incident.
I see the transfomation in myself and am glad that I've took up this journey.
Through the forum, I am touched, moved and inspire by the possiblities that one can creat.
The life story that everyone shared during the forum was a wake up call. All along we humans have been living life as a story. We are never contended.
We try so hard to aaccomplish things and to be successful and failed to realize that the more we do that empty we feel.
Now, I understand th reasons that build up my character all this while and because of all these strong suit that I created to protect myself, it affected my relationship with my family, friends and love life.
I give up the fear, story and strong suit that has been stuck with me all this years, complete with it and move on...
My previous entry about the issue with Mit, Bam was right, he came back and I fell into the same pithole again. I called him last night and I completed my issue with him and I am happy.
Remember all this while my relationship with kor that hasn't been going well? I talked to him on Saturday night. I gave up the story that I've created about him and and admit to him that all this while, I made him look bad so that I can look good.
I made the possibility that I am honest and trueful to him and a new relationship together.
I see things in a different persepctive without bringing in judgement.
Life is nothing and meangingless, and this is it. I begin to understand that we make the choose and not decision.
Desicion is made base on reason while Choice is made base on choice. When we make a choice, the choice becomes ours; we are responsible to it and this is it...as though theres is no tomorrow.
With that we can enjoy every moment of it and not view it as a chore. We are able to ace in it naturally.
My graduation will be this Tuesday evening and I'm totally excited about it.
The possibility that I have created for myself and my life is the possiblity of being honest and happy in every aspect of my life.
1hrs after this entry....
Recieved a sms from Mit...
surprised...
He was touched by what I told me and he admit that it was his lifestyle and that he was unwilling to commit to any relationship. What I said was true...he just want to satisfy himself. And he thank me for the reminder...
I was touched. i didn't know my words has such great effect on people.
I knew Mit for a while, never once I heard him saying such sentimental words...
I guess what Allain said in the forium is true. You juz need to said what you feel and not paint any story to cover your tracks and to look good. This is insuthenticity.
Human being are always so concerned about how they people look at them and failed to communicate truefully.
I believe both of us can work towards a better friendship...
Cheerios...
Sunday, August 21, 2005
one nil...
Liverpool 1 - Sunderland 0
whahahaha!~!~!~
*jumping up and down with joy*
Didn't get to catch the match...coz was having my Landmark Forium...
Thanks En for updating the score....
whahahaha!~!~!~
*jumping up and down with joy*
Didn't get to catch the match...coz was having my Landmark Forium...
Thanks En for updating the score....
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
#&*$&^(*@#^$^~)($7
WARNING: This entry contains obscene language. Not for weak heart!
Dui lei ge chao hai...Pok lei ge chee ma kai dan tng tng tong...NBCB..KNNBCCB...F U big time!!! I hope you cough and sneeze at the same time chock at your own saliva + mucus + flam.
I hope you miss a step when walking down the stairs and trip and tumble down all the way from Level 30 to basement 3!!!
All you bloody bastards! You fucking no brainer?!! You bloody talk no sense lah dey! Where is your brain huh? Got shove up your ass?!!!!
You dun listen to pple, and damn rude. Fucking interupt me whe I speak. *slap you 100000 times*
Smart alec!!! So smart right?! Try doing it yourself asshole! Oh wait I doubt you have coz you are so anal!
If you dun appreciate, its fine...no problem.... its my job anyway. I'm paid to do the job. But they fucking start criticizing and show me that bloody sacartistic face of your! You know nuts abt the job! CB!!!
You all are a pathetic bunch of fools!!!! Fools lah dey!!! FOOLS!!!
I vomit blood when I talk to you! I just fucking waste my breath on your slimy/ugle looking cockroaches!
I feel like shove you into the canon and fire you off to mars so that I won't see your irritating face! NB
If I continue any longer I will go crazy! crazy! *pull my hair real hard*
GOD please make this IDIOTS disappear FOREVER!!!!!!!!
Dui lei ge chao hai...Pok lei ge chee ma kai dan tng tng tong...NBCB..KNNBCCB...F U big time!!! I hope you cough and sneeze at the same time chock at your own saliva + mucus + flam.
I hope you miss a step when walking down the stairs and trip and tumble down all the way from Level 30 to basement 3!!!
All you bloody bastards! You fucking no brainer?!! You bloody talk no sense lah dey! Where is your brain huh? Got shove up your ass?!!!!
You dun listen to pple, and damn rude. Fucking interupt me whe I speak. *slap you 100000 times*
Smart alec!!! So smart right?! Try doing it yourself asshole! Oh wait I doubt you have coz you are so anal!
If you dun appreciate, its fine...no problem.... its my job anyway. I'm paid to do the job. But they fucking start criticizing and show me that bloody sacartistic face of your! You know nuts abt the job! CB!!!
You all are a pathetic bunch of fools!!!! Fools lah dey!!! FOOLS!!!
I vomit blood when I talk to you! I just fucking waste my breath on your slimy/ugle looking cockroaches!
I feel like shove you into the canon and fire you off to mars so that I won't see your irritating face! NB
If I continue any longer I will go crazy! crazy! *pull my hair real hard*
GOD please make this IDIOTS disappear FOREVER!!!!!!!!
feels good
to get your doubt cleared....
feels even better chatting with a good old friend...
sometimes it just take for one person to be a little thick-skin, plucked up the courage and pop the question...
I did.
am glad that I did so...
a pleasant sweet surprise which makes my day...
feels even better chatting with a good old friend...
sometimes it just take for one person to be a little thick-skin, plucked up the courage and pop the question...
I did.
am glad that I did so...
a pleasant sweet surprise which makes my day...
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
俊扬,你是我的绝对Superstar!!!
Have you guys read the Life! section from yesterday papers?
I've been following Project Superstar religiously ever since it was aired on Channel U
I officially name finalist 洪俊扬 as singer I idolise... he is such a cutie pie...
Blessed with a great voice and he is so charming... that pair of eyes, although cannot compare with my all time favourite Tony Leung Chiu Wai, but I kena mesmerize by him lahz...
OMFG! When he sang 流水年华，借口 and 江南, it totally melt my heart...
能唱，能跳又能看...
I really hope he win the male category and eventually the Superstar title...
Latest news... the winenr from both the male and female category will cut a single this sunday. The sale of the single will contribute 30% to the score for the vie of the Superstar title!!!
I've recieved a sad piece of news this morning and it makes me feel like shite...
I mean one can never feel good hearing the love ones of your friends pass away, let alone this is a close one...
Suddenly it got me thinking, what will happen if one day Daddy or ma pass away???
I'll be so torn up... its like a part of me has been ripped away and whats left is only memories...
Seriously I don't think I can take that. Look at how i dealt with yeye's death... I took so long to accept the fact and even up till today I still dream of him and long to be by his side.
Even though we were living seperately, but our relationship never drift apart. It was strong and loving.
Whats more if the deceased is staying with you. You see him/her day in day out...
Our family has been a close-knit one and we spend a lot of times together, as all may know Sunday is regarded as my family day.
I guess it was only a few years back when it suddenly dawn on me that I've been spending so little time with my family.
My weekends were usually packed with activities... I can meet up the same group of friends 3-4 times a week and I dun even have a decent meal with my family.
I would leave home early in the morning and only return wee hours. Literally home was like a hotel to me. Naturally scolding was unavoidable...
Its only when mum fell sick once and it scare the shite outta me. I thought I might lose her and then I realize I was too engrosed in my own fun that I neglected my family.
If she was gone, what memories have I got of her?
And when I looked at yeye and grams, I realize they ain't young anymore and one day they will leave us.
Thats when I've decided that no matter how active I was at sports, Sunday should never be taken away from them.
I can party all I want during the weekdays and Saturday, but Sunday, there shouldn't be any activities. Even when I party till Sunday morning and I only slept for a few hours, I still make the effort to accompany them.
Daddy was on shift work and Kor at that time was still in F&B industry thus his weekends were normally burned, thus I was the only one left to spend the Sunday with Daddy and ma.
You can see the glow in their eyes when you spend time with them. Even if its a simple meal or accompany them to shop.
Human are pathetic bunch. They will only start to regret when something tragic happen. So much so that they can't do anything to salvage the situation and be buried with guilt.
We always take things for granted thinking that other owns you a living and what they do for you is rightfull. Thats because they love you thus the sacrifices.
Looking back at the incident that happened to me, only makes me stronger. To a certain extend I'm glad they happen to me, or else I would never realize that the ones who love me most has always been right by my side and not those who claimed to be my "best friend"
I learn to love my parent more especially ma.
During my teenage years, I often thought that she was bias against me coz I'm not a boy. No matter what I did, she wasn't statisfied.
Then it was only after the bloody incident that I realize, I was so wrong. She loves me as much as she loves kor.
Those who knows me well you know that I protect my parents. Whoever does harm to them or bully them will get hell from me.
Remember the aunty who embarrased ma in the public saying she is very skinny and malnutrition. And in the end I made her apologies to ma...
I'm a bloody bitch towards these pple. I hate it seeing pple gloating at others' misery and unhappiness. They have to rub salt into the wound.
To those who:
1) aren't spending enuff time with your love ones, life is short, time dun wait, dun ever end up regretting that you should have spend more time with them.
2) who aren't talking to your love ones, deep down, they still love you. There must be some misunderstanding that causes the current situation. Pluck up the courage and solve them.
Daddy and ma, I love you...
p/s: to those whose love ones have left them, who lostt the battle to sickness.... No, they didn't, God took them with him coz he can't bear to see them suffer under the devil's work. He took them to a place without suffering, judgement, pain and unhappiness...
pp/s: I can't help but to post a heavy entry...theres this urge deep in me that I want to share my thoughts with you guys... if not whats a blog for...
I mean one can never feel good hearing the love ones of your friends pass away, let alone this is a close one...
Suddenly it got me thinking, what will happen if one day Daddy or ma pass away???
I'll be so torn up... its like a part of me has been ripped away and whats left is only memories...
Seriously I don't think I can take that. Look at how i dealt with yeye's death... I took so long to accept the fact and even up till today I still dream of him and long to be by his side.
Even though we were living seperately, but our relationship never drift apart. It was strong and loving.
Whats more if the deceased is staying with you. You see him/her day in day out...
Our family has been a close-knit one and we spend a lot of times together, as all may know Sunday is regarded as my family day.
I guess it was only a few years back when it suddenly dawn on me that I've been spending so little time with my family.
My weekends were usually packed with activities... I can meet up the same group of friends 3-4 times a week and I dun even have a decent meal with my family.
I would leave home early in the morning and only return wee hours. Literally home was like a hotel to me. Naturally scolding was unavoidable...
Its only when mum fell sick once and it scare the shite outta me. I thought I might lose her and then I realize I was too engrosed in my own fun that I neglected my family.
If she was gone, what memories have I got of her?
And when I looked at yeye and grams, I realize they ain't young anymore and one day they will leave us.
Thats when I've decided that no matter how active I was at sports, Sunday should never be taken away from them.
I can party all I want during the weekdays and Saturday, but Sunday, there shouldn't be any activities. Even when I party till Sunday morning and I only slept for a few hours, I still make the effort to accompany them.
Daddy was on shift work and Kor at that time was still in F&B industry thus his weekends were normally burned, thus I was the only one left to spend the Sunday with Daddy and ma.
You can see the glow in their eyes when you spend time with them. Even if its a simple meal or accompany them to shop.
Human are pathetic bunch. They will only start to regret when something tragic happen. So much so that they can't do anything to salvage the situation and be buried with guilt.
We always take things for granted thinking that other owns you a living and what they do for you is rightfull. Thats because they love you thus the sacrifices.
Looking back at the incident that happened to me, only makes me stronger. To a certain extend I'm glad they happen to me, or else I would never realize that the ones who love me most has always been right by my side and not those who claimed to be my "best friend"
I learn to love my parent more especially ma.
During my teenage years, I often thought that she was bias against me coz I'm not a boy. No matter what I did, she wasn't statisfied.
Then it was only after the bloody incident that I realize, I was so wrong. She loves me as much as she loves kor.
Those who knows me well you know that I protect my parents. Whoever does harm to them or bully them will get hell from me.
Remember the aunty who embarrased ma in the public saying she is very skinny and malnutrition. And in the end I made her apologies to ma...
I'm a bloody bitch towards these pple. I hate it seeing pple gloating at others' misery and unhappiness. They have to rub salt into the wound.
To those who:
1) aren't spending enuff time with your love ones, life is short, time dun wait, dun ever end up regretting that you should have spend more time with them.
2) who aren't talking to your love ones, deep down, they still love you. There must be some misunderstanding that causes the current situation. Pluck up the courage and solve them.
Daddy and ma, I love you...
p/s: to those whose love ones have left them, who lostt the battle to sickness.... No, they didn't, God took them with him coz he can't bear to see them suffer under the devil's work. He took them to a place without suffering, judgement, pain and unhappiness...
pp/s: I can't help but to post a heavy entry...theres this urge deep in me that I want to share my thoughts with you guys... if not whats a blog for...
Monday, August 15, 2005
战神 Mars
Watching Taiwan 偶像剧 - 战神 Mars, starring Vic Zhou and Big S
Normally I would fast forward when they play the theme song so as to save time (even though its juz 1-2mins... if not how can I watched 6-8episode a day???!!!) I'm hooked to this song... lyrics is beautiful.
零(战神Mars片头曲)
作词：柯有伦 作曲：钟国辉 编曲：钟成虎 唱：柯有伦
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美 痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间 宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
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两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰 挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变 谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭(谁错谁对 为谁抱歉)
不会再哭(会错会对 为会憔悴)
走入零度空间等到一切分裂 就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言 要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
*
走出零度空间终於一切分裂 就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓 逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天 新的世界
In case you guys have no idea who is 柯有伦, he is the son of the late stunman 小黑，柯受良. (Co-singer of 笨小孩 with Andy Lau and Jacky Wu)
Normally I would fast forward when they play the theme song so as to save time (even though its juz 1-2mins... if not how can I watched 6-8episode a day???!!!) I'm hooked to this song... lyrics is beautiful.
零(战神Mars片头曲)
作词：柯有伦 作曲：钟国辉 编曲：钟成虎 唱：柯有伦
从来不相信我的世界可以有多完美 痛苦寂寞还有一些疲惫
不允许他人随意进入我的零度空间 宁愿孤独懒得再去想谁
*
两个人一起是否只是得到一种安慰 挣脱过去然后忘记一切
没想过有天我的结局忽然全部改变 谁会抓住我的无力双臂
怎么会哭(谁错谁对 为谁抱歉)
不会再哭(会错会对 为会憔悴)
走入零度空间等到一切分裂 就算爱的危险我们一起面对
来不及的防备没听过的誓言 要我怎么学会多了爱的明天
*
走出零度空间终於一切分裂 就算爱的很累我却不会后悔
放下所有防备一切都无所谓 逃出黑暗世界开始新的明天
新的明天 新的世界
In case you guys have no idea who is 柯有伦, he is the son of the late stunman 小黑，柯受良. (Co-singer of 笨小孩 with Andy Lau and Jacky Wu)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
M.I.A.
I am M.I.A
Actually I was at M.I.A Thats Made In Anfield! Yup I was at the official Clubhouse of Liverpool - The King of Europe!!!
The kick off of 05/06 English Premire League was yesterday. I caught the first match, Liverpool vs Middlesbrough.
It was a 0-0 draw. Didn't win but still managed yield a 1point on the scoreboard.
Back to the clubhouse...Promo: $20 all night long with Carlsberg beer, Vodka mixes and Whiskey. Drink till you drop, guys...drink till you pee in your pants...
Theres also red crusine where you can lay on hands on the delicacy... yum yum...
I'm sorry my digicam batt gave up on me, or I'll snap snap for you...
Up next this weekend, Liverpool vs Sunderland... I can't watched coz I'm going for Landmark forium...the one I missed during June
Check out the upcoming matches at my sidebar...
Actually I was at M.I.A Thats Made In Anfield! Yup I was at the official Clubhouse of Liverpool - The King of Europe!!!
The kick off of 05/06 English Premire League was yesterday. I caught the first match, Liverpool vs Middlesbrough.
It was a 0-0 draw. Didn't win but still managed yield a 1point on the scoreboard.
Back to the clubhouse...Promo: $20 all night long with Carlsberg beer, Vodka mixes and Whiskey. Drink till you drop, guys...drink till you pee in your pants...
Theres also red crusine where you can lay on hands on the delicacy... yum yum...
I'm sorry my digicam batt gave up on me, or I'll snap snap for you...
Up next this weekend, Liverpool vs Sunderland... I can't watched coz I'm going for Landmark forium...the one I missed during June
Check out the upcoming matches at my sidebar...
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Xbox!!!!
its not everyday you find me online at this hr of the morning...
I'm at bam bam place.... I juz had 3pint of hoegaarden and I fuck up at car racing and soccer... never has anyone seen liverpool so clumsy before.... NEVER!!!! pok ley ge kai dan tng tng tong
I'm not gamer lahz...
Bam say thank God I dun have driving license, coz I keep bwanging and mount curb... I've got no sense of direction...
He damn weak sia.... I'm finishing my beer and he's 1/2 of his 1st bottle. Not a good drinking khaki...
But he is good man... tennis game at 9am and yet still wide awake now at this hours accompanying me...
Actually I know he can't wait for me to get my butt moving....
met some new friends 2day... Fun..... I learnt that teochew can't fucking swear... In their vocabulary.... no such things as CB, LJ, KNN, dui... only Poon Boh...
How the hell they curse and swear at pple? Do they fill in with the *#&*^$()@ ??? (sorry but no offend)
ok Bam juz came out from the bathroom and make me feel miserable coz i haven't bath for the past 22hours and stoopid bam bam spray his cologne on me.... i smell of tabacco.... *sad*
He refuse to finish the remaining 1/2 bottle..... Oei dun fucking waste the beer can?!!!! Beer are NEVER meant to be waste!!!! Get it????!!!!!!!
ok enuff of me rattling on and on... I'm juz feeling bored... I decided to blog and I've got nothing happening to blog abt.... I took so much bo liaoz pix of me.... share with you guys (bam bam ask who are the you guys..... who ever that fucking read my blog!!!1 Does that ans ur qn???!!!!) on Monday.....
I'm at bam bam place.... I juz had 3pint of hoegaarden and I fuck up at car racing and soccer... never has anyone seen liverpool so clumsy before.... NEVER!!!! pok ley ge kai dan tng tng tong
I'm not gamer lahz...
Bam say thank God I dun have driving license, coz I keep bwanging and mount curb... I've got no sense of direction...
He damn weak sia.... I'm finishing my beer and he's 1/2 of his 1st bottle. Not a good drinking khaki...
But he is good man... tennis game at 9am and yet still wide awake now at this hours accompanying me...
Actually I know he can't wait for me to get my butt moving....
met some new friends 2day... Fun..... I learnt that teochew can't fucking swear... In their vocabulary.... no such things as CB, LJ, KNN, dui... only Poon Boh...
How the hell they curse and swear at pple? Do they fill in with the *#&*^$()@ ??? (sorry but no offend)
ok Bam juz came out from the bathroom and make me feel miserable coz i haven't bath for the past 22hours and stoopid bam bam spray his cologne on me.... i smell of tabacco.... *sad*
He refuse to finish the remaining 1/2 bottle..... Oei dun fucking waste the beer can?!!!! Beer are NEVER meant to be waste!!!! Get it????!!!!!!!
ok enuff of me rattling on and on... I'm juz feeling bored... I decided to blog and I've got nothing happening to blog abt.... I took so much bo liaoz pix of me.... share with you guys (bam bam ask who are the you guys..... who ever that fucking read my blog!!!1 Does that ans ur qn???!!!!) on Monday.....
Friday, August 12, 2005
欠扁问答题
1) 阿美的爸爸有七个老婆。第五和第七是非洲人。猜一句成语
2) 森林里开生日派对，请问谁没蛋糕吃?
3) 阿宝被抹杀，警方很快找到凶手，请问是谁?
4) 小白和大白是兄弟，样子长得很相像。猜一句成语
5) Osama, Bush, Blair and Saddam are playing mahjong, who is the winner?
6) 请问谁会捡起地上的种子 (dumpling)?
7) 小明喝牛奶长大，大明喝什么长大?
8) Which brand of shampoo is the wealthiest?
9) What will Batman says when he fell down?
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1) 雾漆嘛黑
2) 草，因为草莓蛋糕
3) 豆，因为豆沙包
4) 真相大白
5) Saddam, 因为Saddam糊仙
6) 降龙， 因为降龙十八掌
7) 酒，因为久仰大明
8) Lux super rich
9) Painful sia... (蝙蝠侠)
2) 森林里开生日派对，请问谁没蛋糕吃?
3) 阿宝被抹杀，警方很快找到凶手，请问是谁?
4) 小白和大白是兄弟，样子长得很相像。猜一句成语
5) Osama, Bush, Blair and Saddam are playing mahjong, who is the winner?
6) 请问谁会捡起地上的种子 (dumpling)?
7) 小明喝牛奶长大，大明喝什么长大?
8) Which brand of shampoo is the wealthiest?
9) What will Batman says when he fell down?
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1) 雾漆嘛黑
2) 草，因为草莓蛋糕
3) 豆，因为豆沙包
4) 真相大白
5) Saddam, 因为Saddam糊仙
6) 降龙， 因为降龙十八掌
7) 酒，因为久仰大明
8) Lux super rich
9) Painful sia... (蝙蝠侠)
Can girls become brudders???!!!
nobody is in the office except moi...
Following up on the pending stuff, listening to mp3...
How exciting can things get...
Ideas ain't popping up for the promotion... take a break & went to the daily blog and chance upon this entry
Too a certain extend I do agree with what blogger felt.
Girls can never move into the brother category...dun ever try, you only make things worse.
Take me for an example... have a lot of close guy frds. Some I knew them for almost 10yrs.
They treat me like a boy, see me as a boy. But the strange thing is they label me as thier sis/close friend/猪朋狗友 not brother.
I'll tell you why....
First, there are certain things guys juz can't bring themselves to discuss with the girls. It like ike they would never ask me out if its a boys' nite.
By that I meant hunting session. Understandable.
You see, the first few times I was there, I would laugh at them coz all they went for is the outter shell which some of them are pathetic. There were a few occation when the prey thought I was the gf.
*Brainless! Who on earth approach a girl when his gf is around???!!!*
They juz have bad taste. Or maybe they are damn losers. Later, they find me a nuisance coz I always pass comments that aren't pleasing to their ears.
And so, they never brought me out during their hunting session.
This is also why I never ask them out on a girls' nite. Its is the same theory as you wouldn't want ur bf to tag along when you party with the girls. Where got time to entertian your gf and bf at the same time????
To me, its a awkward feeling. I must explain that I'm loyal to my bf but I juz feel uncomfortable when he is around while I party.
Back to what I was saying earlier, I began to realze that no matter how close the guy and girl are, they will keep a certain distant between them. This is what I call respect.
I once had this conversation with chuan. I told him that he should never ever do anything to hurt me caused I wouldn't want to lose him as a friend / Kor. I can't take that blow.
Physically, the max was juz bear hug. Thats all. Anything beyond that, its like incest. Thats disgusting.
And with my guy-frds, no matter how close we are, yes theres is still a distant, physically. Only those who treasure friendship will know.
I respect those who treasure friendship and not those who wants the lustful enjoyment of that short moment.
I mean how can you take advantage of a girl who is so damn drunk?
Don't fucking tell me you are drunk and innocent and dunno what is happening! F you bastard! If you are so damn drunk, you dun even know what is happening ard you, you can't bloody walk. How to have a hard on?!
Cut that crap! He is not even fit to be your friend! He is a beast!
To be honest, although I'm close to that bunch of guys, but during our booze session, I try not to over drink. I hold my liquor well. Ask Bam Bam! Not that I brag but I know my limits. After going thru the darkest moment in my life, I learn my lesson. Never be too trusting, be it a guy or girl.
Girl, if you want to party, you have to be street smart. Theres a million execuse and tactics to use if someone want to drunk you. If you are meeting someone of the first time, always buy your own drink, dun be a cheapo.
Ok, where was I? Oh ya... whether girls can become brudder?! I dun think so. Even when both offer the same piece of advice, naturally guy will be more at ease with guy.
There are cetian places you can never bring you close girl-friends along. e.g. Nightclub and those lup sup bar.
There are also certain things you can never do tgether with your close girl-friends. e.g. watching prono.
You can't share clothes/underwear/footwear with your close girl-friends.
I only see guys doing these with their brudder...
I know I'm always in the sister category and never thought to upgrad into the brudder brudder category. No use trying... I comfortable with how they are treating me...and I love being that baby sis of theirs.
Pure coincidence??!! They only have 哥哥，姐姐 and 弟弟, no 妹妹
yeap... some may say theres no such things as 兄妹情, thats because it didn't happen to you. If it did, and later evolve to another type of feelings maybe its juz fated.
At this moment, I like the 兄妹情 with my guys, maybe because I know they are not my type.
If things should change and later on one of them becomes my bf, I'll take it with a open heart. Perhaps things might work out since we understand each other so well.
Following up on the pending stuff, listening to mp3...
How exciting can things get...
Ideas ain't popping up for the promotion... take a break & went to the daily blog and chance upon this entry
Too a certain extend I do agree with what blogger felt.
Girls can never move into the brother category...dun ever try, you only make things worse.
Take me for an example... have a lot of close guy frds. Some I knew them for almost 10yrs.
They treat me like a boy, see me as a boy. But the strange thing is they label me as thier sis/close friend/猪朋狗友 not brother.
I'll tell you why....
First, there are certain things guys juz can't bring themselves to discuss with the girls. It like ike they would never ask me out if its a boys' nite.
By that I meant hunting session. Understandable.
You see, the first few times I was there, I would laugh at them coz all they went for is the outter shell which some of them are pathetic. There were a few occation when the prey thought I was the gf.
*Brainless! Who on earth approach a girl when his gf is around???!!!*
They juz have bad taste. Or maybe they are damn losers. Later, they find me a nuisance coz I always pass comments that aren't pleasing to their ears.
And so, they never brought me out during their hunting session.
This is also why I never ask them out on a girls' nite. Its is the same theory as you wouldn't want ur bf to tag along when you party with the girls. Where got time to entertian your gf and bf at the same time????
To me, its a awkward feeling. I must explain that I'm loyal to my bf but I juz feel uncomfortable when he is around while I party.
Back to what I was saying earlier, I began to realze that no matter how close the guy and girl are, they will keep a certain distant between them. This is what I call respect.
I once had this conversation with chuan. I told him that he should never ever do anything to hurt me caused I wouldn't want to lose him as a friend / Kor. I can't take that blow.
Physically, the max was juz bear hug. Thats all. Anything beyond that, its like incest. Thats disgusting.
And with my guy-frds, no matter how close we are, yes theres is still a distant, physically. Only those who treasure friendship will know.
I respect those who treasure friendship and not those who wants the lustful enjoyment of that short moment.
I mean how can you take advantage of a girl who is so damn drunk?
Don't fucking tell me you are drunk and innocent and dunno what is happening! F you bastard! If you are so damn drunk, you dun even know what is happening ard you, you can't bloody walk. How to have a hard on?!
Cut that crap! He is not even fit to be your friend! He is a beast!
To be honest, although I'm close to that bunch of guys, but during our booze session, I try not to over drink. I hold my liquor well. Ask Bam Bam! Not that I brag but I know my limits. After going thru the darkest moment in my life, I learn my lesson. Never be too trusting, be it a guy or girl.
Girl, if you want to party, you have to be street smart. Theres a million execuse and tactics to use if someone want to drunk you. If you are meeting someone of the first time, always buy your own drink, dun be a cheapo.
Ok, where was I? Oh ya... whether girls can become brudder?! I dun think so. Even when both offer the same piece of advice, naturally guy will be more at ease with guy.
There are cetian places you can never bring you close girl-friends along. e.g. Nightclub and those lup sup bar.
There are also certain things you can never do tgether with your close girl-friends. e.g. watching prono.
You can't share clothes/underwear/footwear with your close girl-friends.
I only see guys doing these with their brudder...
I know I'm always in the sister category and never thought to upgrad into the brudder brudder category. No use trying... I comfortable with how they are treating me...and I love being that baby sis of theirs.
Pure coincidence??!! They only have 哥哥，姐姐 and 弟弟, no 妹妹
yeap... some may say theres no such things as 兄妹情, thats because it didn't happen to you. If it did, and later evolve to another type of feelings maybe its juz fated.
At this moment, I like the 兄妹情 with my guys, maybe because I know they are not my type.
If things should change and later on one of them becomes my bf, I'll take it with a open heart. Perhaps things might work out since we understand each other so well.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
我终於离开了你....
Finally the episode with Mit was over.
He sent me a sms to say that he was pissed off with me for hanging up the phone on him and that never would I hear from him again.
I was relieved to the max! Finally I can escape from his devil's clutch.
Never would I be torment of guilt. It's like giving me a new leash of life.
I'm able to be myself again and not hate myself for the things I've done.
First I'm not a bloody bitch who goes around hanging up on people.
How would you react when someone called you in wee hours and ask you out.
And when you told him that you are sleeping and you would call him back the next day, he refused to hang up and keep insisting you to meet him right now!
Citing that he is near your place or he is at your void deck. More creative will ya?!
For someone who is desperate for sleep, who never has enough sleep, to pick up your call while sleeping and not F you upside-down is 很给你面子了
What more do you expect form me? I've been very tolerant but that day, you have done too far mister. Too far....
That's why I snap. I couldn't be bothered to reason or to explain to you anymore.
I juz hanged up and switch my phone profile to silent with no vibrating mode.
See, I don't even on the vibrate mode, why? Cause I know you will keep calling till the cow comes home and the vibration of the phone way too noisy.
No I didn't check the phone when I woke up later to pee.
Instead I enjoyed my sleep till the next morning!
This is what I call cannot be bothered!
Morning I check the phone, and guess what, 15 missed calls and a sms by you.
As I read the sms over and over again, happiness turned to rage of anger.
Angry because he was so self-centered and all he cared was his feelings and never mine.
I was treated like dirt.
I have to abide at everything he says.
And he is very persistent and unreasonable
If I reject him, I'll be overpower with a sense of guilt
As though I've done someone wrong.
I shouldn't be feeling this way.
I mean I live my life for myself.
Call me selfish bitch if you want, but if I don't even love myself, who will?
And so I decided that ok since your sms read as though I own you a living,
I shall give you a piece of my mind.
Its like I'm being maligned.
如果我不出这口气，我对不起我自己
No he didn't reply my sms,
Or perhaps he didn't bother to read.
Deleted it once he sees that it was my sms.
Bu do I care? No I dun! I dun give a fucking damn.
As long as I sent that sms, I've done justice to myself .
I'm glad I did. Get over and done with
Like getting rid of dandruff forever!
He sent me a sms to say that he was pissed off with me for hanging up the phone on him and that never would I hear from him again.
I was relieved to the max! Finally I can escape from his devil's clutch.
Never would I be torment of guilt. It's like giving me a new leash of life.
I'm able to be myself again and not hate myself for the things I've done.
First I'm not a bloody bitch who goes around hanging up on people.
How would you react when someone called you in wee hours and ask you out.
And when you told him that you are sleeping and you would call him back the next day, he refused to hang up and keep insisting you to meet him right now!
Citing that he is near your place or he is at your void deck. More creative will ya?!
For someone who is desperate for sleep, who never has enough sleep, to pick up your call while sleeping and not F you upside-down is 很给你面子了
What more do you expect form me? I've been very tolerant but that day, you have done too far mister. Too far....
That's why I snap. I couldn't be bothered to reason or to explain to you anymore.
I juz hanged up and switch my phone profile to silent with no vibrating mode.
See, I don't even on the vibrate mode, why? Cause I know you will keep calling till the cow comes home and the vibration of the phone way too noisy.
No I didn't check the phone when I woke up later to pee.
Instead I enjoyed my sleep till the next morning!
This is what I call cannot be bothered!
Morning I check the phone, and guess what, 15 missed calls and a sms by you.
As I read the sms over and over again, happiness turned to rage of anger.
Angry because he was so self-centered and all he cared was his feelings and never mine.
I was treated like dirt.
I have to abide at everything he says.
And he is very persistent and unreasonable
If I reject him, I'll be overpower with a sense of guilt
As though I've done someone wrong.
I shouldn't be feeling this way.
I mean I live my life for myself.
Call me selfish bitch if you want, but if I don't even love myself, who will?
And so I decided that ok since your sms read as though I own you a living,
I shall give you a piece of my mind.
Its like I'm being maligned.
如果我不出这口气，我对不起我自己
No he didn't reply my sms,
Or perhaps he didn't bother to read.
Deleted it once he sees that it was my sms.
Bu do I care? No I dun! I dun give a fucking damn.
As long as I sent that sms, I've done justice to myself .
I'm glad I did. Get over and done with
Like getting rid of dandruff forever!
Back to the old school
Yesterday, on my bus ride home, I was tuning into Class 95 hosted by Jean Danker. 1 of the sub-segment, back to the old school, where listeners would dedicate the song from their school days that they would like to hear again….
This brought me back to my school days, where cassettes tapes and CDs were the only enjoyment we had.
I was first exposed to the English pop by my beloved Kor. He was such a great fan of the rock and pop genre. Queen, Pet Shop Boys, Madonna, Michael Jackson, Bananarama, Belinda Carlisle, Earth Wind and Fire, Abba, Guns and Roses, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Pepper, were few of his favorite.
Most of his pocket money was spend on CDs. CDs hor, that's a big deal when I was young.
Then when he was in secondary school, Daddy bought him a Kenwood hi-fi system which cost him a few thousand dollars. Oh-my-freaking heaven! A Kenwood hi-fi system that's even a big big deal! Boy! I was damn jealous!
Kenwood became his new best friends. The worse thing was I wasn't allowed to even go near his hi-fi system. Let me repeat GO NEAR!!!
So the only time I can lay my hands on them was when he was in school. We were in different session plus he is always detained in school. Whahaha~!~!~! Serve him right!
My favourite was without a doubt Guns and Roses and Nirvana! There were so many vulgarities in the lyrics and I thought the way they say fuck was damn cool! With attitude! Yep! (the uncensored, uncut and imported set)
I would full blast *ya! I wished* tune very LOUD and sing together with them. Actually I murmur at most of the lyrics only the FUCK I got it loud and clear.
Till now he has no idea I meddle with Kenwood coz I was a smart and intelligent thief! I clean my tracks!
Then I was exposed to Chinese Pop by my fellow primary school mates. I still remember every Saturday after our Saturday class, we would take school bus home and the bus driver, uncle dunno what will tuned in to 93.3 醉心频道龙虎傍.
There is when I got to know 四大天王 Jacky Cheung, Aaron Kwok, Andy Lau and Leon Lai. My favourite was of coz…. Aaron Kwok! Coz he can fucking dance!
He is the best-looking among the four. Jacky has a mo-pieng face, Leon got the gay gay look, and Andy got the hokkien beng look. Only Aaron is the charming one!!!
Kor's favourite was Jacky Cheung. Actually I also like him. He 歌神 leh! But when you watch him perform damn boring! No entertainment value.
Aaron on the other hand was different; the dance step was a hit especially the 对你爱不完. Ask anyone the breath the 90s air, they sure know the hand signal.
I was so madly in love with him that I bought every album of his (even till now), I've collected the YES! Card a.k.a.偶像卡, bought every of his CDs, kept every single newspaper cutting reporting him, had his poster all over in my room, Knew every single song of his. I was the 101% Aaron Kwok fan!
Daddy, ma and Kor was so disgusted with me coz I 开口闭口 is 郭富城
Because of 四大天王, I was then exposed to Cantopop. That's how I leant to speak Cantonese. Ok I know I very 失败. A Cantonese yet I can't speak the language at all. But that's because from young Daddy and ma converse with me in mandarin. The only time I spoke Cantonese was with grams and yeye.
In my sec days, I began to tune in to Perfect 10 where I was surrounded with the latest English pop. If I didn't mention, Daddy bought my first hi-fi. It was a JVC. Bloody hell how can I compare my JVC with Kenwood?!!!! Aarrruuugggghhhh.... But 好过没有啦
Mark Richmond and Bernard Lim were my favourite DJs. Perfect 10 were always there for me when I was doing my homework, doing my revision, during my burning-midnight-oils days during exams.
The songs played were juz fantastic.
Sadly, there was a time when Ma ban me from listening to the radio while studying for 6mths coz kor did badly for his Os and she conveniently link the bad result to listening to music while studying.
Her rational was how can one remember what he/she studied while listening to music? Its like you are trying to read & memorize the books while your ears are listening to music. No logic...
That literally pissed me off. Coz I'm a multi-task person. I can take my meal, watched TV, yak on the phone and flip through the magazine at the SAME time!
Although Kor and I came from the same factory but the parts used were different so we are not the same!!!
Later, I began to go tea dance with my school mates. The then happening was of coz Fire, Canto and Sparks where they would play techno.
Techno was no doubt link to bengs and lians. Techno = Beng
Songs like Infinity, Sunshine after the rain, Be my lover etc were the hottest. Ask any bengs, they definitely know the lyric and dance steps + hand movement.
Frankly speaking, some of the songs were acceptable and quite nice. But because techno is always associated with bengs hence the bad reputation.
Moving on to Poly, I frequent radio lesser and lesser instead mp3 was in trend. Everyone were seen downloading from the net, MIRC, Free download server were the hottest.
Most will download songs form the internet and burn them in CD which will accompany us throughout our bus journey to class. The competition was who has the most MP3.
Thanks to a Japanese Drama "God! Please give me more time" I began to appreciate new age. Kevin Kern, S.E.N.S were few of my favourite.
Now, I like groove and the online station which I tuned in to every morning at work is www.planetsoulnetwork.com they have nice beats
I guess I’m a rojak. I listen to whichever is pleasing to my ears. But trance is a big No NO.
Whenever I club, I still prefer they play retro. R&B and house is still acceptable.
So, what type of music were you exposed to???
This brought me back to my school days, where cassettes tapes and CDs were the only enjoyment we had.
I was first exposed to the English pop by my beloved Kor. He was such a great fan of the rock and pop genre. Queen, Pet Shop Boys, Madonna, Michael Jackson, Bananarama, Belinda Carlisle, Earth Wind and Fire, Abba, Guns and Roses, Nirvana, Red Hot Chili Pepper, were few of his favorite.
Most of his pocket money was spend on CDs. CDs hor, that's a big deal when I was young.
Then when he was in secondary school, Daddy bought him a Kenwood hi-fi system which cost him a few thousand dollars. Oh-my-freaking heaven! A Kenwood hi-fi system that's even a big big deal! Boy! I was damn jealous!
Kenwood became his new best friends. The worse thing was I wasn't allowed to even go near his hi-fi system. Let me repeat GO NEAR!!!
So the only time I can lay my hands on them was when he was in school. We were in different session plus he is always detained in school. Whahaha~!~!~! Serve him right!
My favourite was without a doubt Guns and Roses and Nirvana! There were so many vulgarities in the lyrics and I thought the way they say fuck was damn cool! With attitude! Yep! (the uncensored, uncut and imported set)
I would full blast *ya! I wished* tune very LOUD and sing together with them. Actually I murmur at most of the lyrics only the FUCK I got it loud and clear.
Till now he has no idea I meddle with Kenwood coz I was a smart and intelligent thief! I clean my tracks!
Then I was exposed to Chinese Pop by my fellow primary school mates. I still remember every Saturday after our Saturday class, we would take school bus home and the bus driver, uncle dunno what will tuned in to 93.3 醉心频道龙虎傍.
There is when I got to know 四大天王 Jacky Cheung, Aaron Kwok, Andy Lau and Leon Lai. My favourite was of coz…. Aaron Kwok! Coz he can fucking dance!
He is the best-looking among the four. Jacky has a mo-pieng face, Leon got the gay gay look, and Andy got the hokkien beng look. Only Aaron is the charming one!!!
Kor's favourite was Jacky Cheung. Actually I also like him. He 歌神 leh! But when you watch him perform damn boring! No entertainment value.
Aaron on the other hand was different; the dance step was a hit especially the 对你爱不完. Ask anyone the breath the 90s air, they sure know the hand signal.
I was so madly in love with him that I bought every album of his (even till now), I've collected the YES! Card a.k.a.偶像卡, bought every of his CDs, kept every single newspaper cutting reporting him, had his poster all over in my room, Knew every single song of his. I was the 101% Aaron Kwok fan!
Daddy, ma and Kor was so disgusted with me coz I 开口闭口 is 郭富城
Because of 四大天王, I was then exposed to Cantopop. That's how I leant to speak Cantonese. Ok I know I very 失败. A Cantonese yet I can't speak the language at all. But that's because from young Daddy and ma converse with me in mandarin. The only time I spoke Cantonese was with grams and yeye.
In my sec days, I began to tune in to Perfect 10 where I was surrounded with the latest English pop. If I didn't mention, Daddy bought my first hi-fi. It was a JVC. Bloody hell how can I compare my JVC with Kenwood?!!!! Aarrruuugggghhhh.... But 好过没有啦
Mark Richmond and Bernard Lim were my favourite DJs. Perfect 10 were always there for me when I was doing my homework, doing my revision, during my burning-midnight-oils days during exams.
The songs played were juz fantastic.
Sadly, there was a time when Ma ban me from listening to the radio while studying for 6mths coz kor did badly for his Os and she conveniently link the bad result to listening to music while studying.
Her rational was how can one remember what he/she studied while listening to music? Its like you are trying to read & memorize the books while your ears are listening to music. No logic...
That literally pissed me off. Coz I'm a multi-task person. I can take my meal, watched TV, yak on the phone and flip through the magazine at the SAME time!
Although Kor and I came from the same factory but the parts used were different so we are not the same!!!
Later, I began to go tea dance with my school mates. The then happening was of coz Fire, Canto and Sparks where they would play techno.
Techno was no doubt link to bengs and lians. Techno = Beng
Songs like Infinity, Sunshine after the rain, Be my lover etc were the hottest. Ask any bengs, they definitely know the lyric and dance steps + hand movement.
Frankly speaking, some of the songs were acceptable and quite nice. But because techno is always associated with bengs hence the bad reputation.
Moving on to Poly, I frequent radio lesser and lesser instead mp3 was in trend. Everyone were seen downloading from the net, MIRC, Free download server were the hottest.
Most will download songs form the internet and burn them in CD which will accompany us throughout our bus journey to class. The competition was who has the most MP3.
Thanks to a Japanese Drama "God! Please give me more time" I began to appreciate new age. Kevin Kern, S.E.N.S were few of my favourite.
Now, I like groove and the online station which I tuned in to every morning at work is www.planetsoulnetwork.com they have nice beats
I guess I’m a rojak. I listen to whichever is pleasing to my ears. But trance is a big No NO.
Whenever I club, I still prefer they play retro. R&B and house is still acceptable.
So, what type of music were you exposed to???
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
好美的烟花
Eve of National Day! The village went o watch fireworks at Marina South!
Had out dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Actually the village did, I had dinner at home and rush down to meet them there.
We took a water taxi from Clifford Pier.
My first water taxi experience!
In the water taxi, we and try to brave the rocky boat ride and strike the best pose!!!
Connie and 大妹
Connie and me
The rest of the villages were captured in Andy's cam (one has to wait a loooonnngggg time for the pix to be uploaded. FYI I'm still wating for last yr Firework Festival pix)
Upon reaching, we managed to secure a good location. According the them, that was best spot as the fireworks will burst out right in front of us!
We were quite kaisu, reached them at abt 10pm. Well we are typical Singaporeans. Favourite pastime is to queue. Nahz! That's bullshit! The last ride end 10:45pm. We were afraid that there might be a last minute rush.
While waiting... It was 大老二 time
2359hrs… here comes the fireworks
more fireworks...
This is the UFO fomation....
On our way back to take the river taxi,
Me: Seems like they are going to have Firework festival during every National Day
Connie: Think so, until they find a new trend I guess.
I thought last year fireworks was a better work. The formation and colours are nicer.
Maybe because it was my first time I witnessing firework so up close thus the excitement. This year was ok....
In terms of crowd control, 2 thumbs up for this year. Last year at esplanade, we kena kiap sardine. We were there since afternoon to jiamp wee
We proceed to Vincent and 大妹's place for overnight mahjong, went home at about 8plus in the morning!
Watched the parade with Daddy, Kor and SIL.
Favourite was of coz the parachute performance, parade, fighter plane and fireworks!
That's how I spend my National Day celebrating with the nation....
Had out dinner at Lau Pa Sat. Actually the village did, I had dinner at home and rush down to meet them there.
We took a water taxi from Clifford Pier.
My first water taxi experience!
In the water taxi, we and try to brave the rocky boat ride and strike the best pose!!!
Connie and 大妹
Connie and me
The rest of the villages were captured in Andy's cam (one has to wait a loooonnngggg time for the pix to be uploaded. FYI I'm still wating for last yr Firework Festival pix)
Upon reaching, we managed to secure a good location. According the them, that was best spot as the fireworks will burst out right in front of us!
We were quite kaisu, reached them at abt 10pm. Well we are typical Singaporeans. Favourite pastime is to queue. Nahz! That's bullshit! The last ride end 10:45pm. We were afraid that there might be a last minute rush.
While waiting... It was 大老二 time
2359hrs… here comes the fireworks
more fireworks...
This is the UFO fomation....
On our way back to take the river taxi,
Me: Seems like they are going to have Firework festival during every National Day
Connie: Think so, until they find a new trend I guess.
I thought last year fireworks was a better work. The formation and colours are nicer.
Maybe because it was my first time I witnessing firework so up close thus the excitement. This year was ok....
In terms of crowd control, 2 thumbs up for this year. Last year at esplanade, we kena kiap sardine. We were there since afternoon to jiamp wee
We proceed to Vincent and 大妹's place for overnight mahjong, went home at about 8plus in the morning!
Watched the parade with Daddy, Kor and SIL.
Favourite was of coz the parachute performance, parade, fighter plane and fireworks!
That's how I spend my National Day celebrating with the nation....
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Ramdom Updates
Friday
******
This is one of the unusual Fridays that I went home straight after work. No dinner date, no booze session, no sing K, no bio-ing of guys. Juz dinner with mama, TV and nitez to slumberland.
I love to nuan in my room, throwing myself inside beanie and stoning in front of my 14inch TV. I can channel surf and no one will give me the dirty look. No I didn't took over the vodka from my secret compartment, No I didn't bring in the chips, no I didn't slurp over ice-cream, juz piglet and me and TV.
Saturday
********
I can't imagine I woke up at 8:00am in the morning! Freaking hell! That's the problem with me. Days when I need to work, I can't wake up and will be terrible late, days when I need not work, I wake on the dot.
Sometimes I can't help but think that 我的命很贱! Everyday when the alarm went off for me to wake up, I will snooze from 6:50am till 7:30am... juz to catch that extra 5mins of sleep.
And now, I dun need to work on Sat ever, I wake up right on time!!!
Force myself back to sleep, finally decided to get outta bed at 11. The usual morning routine and I accompany mama to do some shopping before she goes for her weekly ECA.
I dun understand why Tam is always so pack with people… And may I add its 24/7. Where the hell did everyone come from?! Which pigeon hole? Is there really so much things to buy?
Well actually there is... Ma and I were supposed to buy the cover for the ironing board but I end up buying things for myself. Mascara, hair treatment, waist belt and a MNG jeans, no almost, I couldn't fit so didn't buy of coz. But its dirt cheap. Only $49 for a pair of MNG jeans!!!
Before you say anything, we didn't forget the ironing board cover, they ran out of stock so its no our fault.
For the first time in my 23yrs, Ma actually say I am FAT! YES I’M FAT FAT FAT!!!
In the past, she would brush off N times when I say I was fat and I wanted to go for diet.
Her reply was always 这样瘦了还减什么肥?
Well sometimes I didn't mean to really go on diet, juz want to hear someone commenting that I'm slim. But ya at times, I really did go on diet.
But the number of times when I say I wanted to go on diet verse the number of times I actually action on it, well you can conclude at how my weight escalated. Faster than the Everest climber.
If you are not aware, I put on 10kg within 3-mth. Its was puberty + break up with 1st bf + exam stress + tons ECA planning + basketball and 101 other things on the list.... thus the sudden increase in weight.
But I must admit I look much healthier after the weight gain. No more the sickly look.
Back to Ma's insult! I really need to shad some fats. Although I'm 49kg, but I dun look 49, I look as though I'm a 55, due to my broad shoulder and big big arms.
I want to lose some weight!!! Probably 3 - 5kg
Nitez, met up with En for dinner, den the Bee, yellow and a few other girls at Momo.
Went off at abt 1plus to dungeon, meet up with Daphne. Not that the music wasn't great, but the other girls brought some lame guys along and they were disgusting, plus Bee went off to meet her bf so I decided to join Daphne.
What else can we do at our turf? Booze, sing K and talk cock...
Sunday
*******
A shitty morning!
In line with the National Day celebration, the senior citizen club decided to host a karaoke competition on a freaking Sunday! 9:00am to be exact!!!
WTH! Their singing sucks big time. The crying of chicken being slaughtered in the market is a upper mark compare to all these aunties’ “singing”
They are literally tearing my roof down!
But wait, if it's a National Day celebration, shouldn't they be singing songs like Stand up for Singapore, We are Singapore, One People one nation one Singapore etc?
If its like any other karaoke practice, shouldn't it be the normal afternoon slot?
I NEED TO SLEEP!!!
I dun understand why NOBODY improve despite the fact that they practice every week. Look at my auntie, her singing went from unbearable to excellent and she was crowned 歌后 for a few times.
Now this is what I call practice makes perfect!
I went to tailor-made to nonya kebaya with ma, 大姨 and 姨婆 which will cost me $300 coz I made 2 pairs. I am so broke
Had dinner at grams place and caught Charlie and the Chocolate factory with En at night. Movie was alright, nah, its not worth $9.50. Watch it before Wednesday, its cheaper.
******
This is one of the unusual Fridays that I went home straight after work. No dinner date, no booze session, no sing K, no bio-ing of guys. Juz dinner with mama, TV and nitez to slumberland.
I love to nuan in my room, throwing myself inside beanie and stoning in front of my 14inch TV. I can channel surf and no one will give me the dirty look. No I didn't took over the vodka from my secret compartment, No I didn't bring in the chips, no I didn't slurp over ice-cream, juz piglet and me and TV.
Saturday
********
I can't imagine I woke up at 8:00am in the morning! Freaking hell! That's the problem with me. Days when I need to work, I can't wake up and will be terrible late, days when I need not work, I wake on the dot.
Sometimes I can't help but think that 我的命很贱! Everyday when the alarm went off for me to wake up, I will snooze from 6:50am till 7:30am... juz to catch that extra 5mins of sleep.
And now, I dun need to work on Sat ever, I wake up right on time!!!
Force myself back to sleep, finally decided to get outta bed at 11. The usual morning routine and I accompany mama to do some shopping before she goes for her weekly ECA.
I dun understand why Tam is always so pack with people… And may I add its 24/7. Where the hell did everyone come from?! Which pigeon hole? Is there really so much things to buy?
Well actually there is... Ma and I were supposed to buy the cover for the ironing board but I end up buying things for myself. Mascara, hair treatment, waist belt and a MNG jeans, no almost, I couldn't fit so didn't buy of coz. But its dirt cheap. Only $49 for a pair of MNG jeans!!!
Before you say anything, we didn't forget the ironing board cover, they ran out of stock so its no our fault.
For the first time in my 23yrs, Ma actually say I am FAT! YES I’M FAT FAT FAT!!!
In the past, she would brush off N times when I say I was fat and I wanted to go for diet.
Her reply was always 这样瘦了还减什么肥?
Well sometimes I didn't mean to really go on diet, juz want to hear someone commenting that I'm slim. But ya at times, I really did go on diet.
But the number of times when I say I wanted to go on diet verse the number of times I actually action on it, well you can conclude at how my weight escalated. Faster than the Everest climber.
If you are not aware, I put on 10kg within 3-mth. Its was puberty + break up with 1st bf + exam stress + tons ECA planning + basketball and 101 other things on the list.... thus the sudden increase in weight.
But I must admit I look much healthier after the weight gain. No more the sickly look.
Back to Ma's insult! I really need to shad some fats. Although I'm 49kg, but I dun look 49, I look as though I'm a 55, due to my broad shoulder and big big arms.
I want to lose some weight!!! Probably 3 - 5kg
Nitez, met up with En for dinner, den the Bee, yellow and a few other girls at Momo.
Went off at abt 1plus to dungeon, meet up with Daphne. Not that the music wasn't great, but the other girls brought some lame guys along and they were disgusting, plus Bee went off to meet her bf so I decided to join Daphne.
What else can we do at our turf? Booze, sing K and talk cock...
Sunday
*******
A shitty morning!
In line with the National Day celebration, the senior citizen club decided to host a karaoke competition on a freaking Sunday! 9:00am to be exact!!!
WTH! Their singing sucks big time. The crying of chicken being slaughtered in the market is a upper mark compare to all these aunties’ “singing”
They are literally tearing my roof down!
But wait, if it's a National Day celebration, shouldn't they be singing songs like Stand up for Singapore, We are Singapore, One People one nation one Singapore etc?
If its like any other karaoke practice, shouldn't it be the normal afternoon slot?
I NEED TO SLEEP!!!
I dun understand why NOBODY improve despite the fact that they practice every week. Look at my auntie, her singing went from unbearable to excellent and she was crowned 歌后 for a few times.
Now this is what I call practice makes perfect!
I went to tailor-made to nonya kebaya with ma, 大姨 and 姨婆 which will cost me $300 coz I made 2 pairs. I am so broke
Had dinner at grams place and caught Charlie and the Chocolate factory with En at night. Movie was alright, nah, its not worth $9.50. Watch it before Wednesday, its cheaper.
Monday, August 01, 2005
Wala Wala Waliaw eh!!! 头发乱了...
Having heard so much abt Wala Wala, I finally went there yday with En aft dinner with House of Lam coz his new outlet opening soon, and he needs to do some market research, if his competitors have the same concept.
Not that I'm 山龟, but I stay in the east and Holland V a bit outta the way for me...
It was Daddy's bday, we went shopping in the afternoon and dinner was at Renn Thai @ Clarke Quay.
Me: Daddy, how come u never shave properly? Got two strains of hair dangling.
Daddy: Izit, ok I tuck it back into the nose.
Me: Yeek! *I'm speechless*
*recovering from shock*
Me: Daddy, you balding u know...
Daddy: No lah, I'm changing hair
Me: Hello?! You 56 liaoz lehz, admit the fact!
Me: I know what to get for you, I buy black sprain paint for you to colour your scalp!!! *excited*
Daddy: How does that work?
Me: Orhz~~ you colour you scalp black so no matter from which angle, you look as if you stil have a lot of hair....
Daddy: *Dumbfounded* *ponder for a while and realize that that I was making fun of him* Ya very funny!
Me: Actually you should consider to change your hair parting. Like that can use the left side hair to "cover" the right side balding. *and I began to demo while we were walking to the bus stop*
Daddy: ok ok enuff! Wa liaw eh, you messed up my hair!!! I spend quite a while to comb juz now...
*quickly use both of his hands to "iron" back his hair to the original style*
Funny right?!
Oh did I mention that when we saw the photographs of Kor's wedding, he was cursing and swaering at the photographer. Saying that he is not professional. All of us didn't understand the reason coz the pixs were all nicely taken.
Daddy: You see, every shot he took all from the bird eye view. Can see this part with lesser hair...
Mummy: Ok lah, next time your daughter get married, I'll remind the photographer to take your side profile.
Me: But wat if when I get married, your sides also start to bald????
Daddy juz stormed off....
Ai yo, my Daddy very ai sui, very image conscious. Alway consult me what to wear, becoz he knows I've got good taste in men dressing...
So I mention the House of Lam went shopping in the afternoon...Kor wanted to get another shirt n pant for the new job. While I was browsing the selection for kor, I realize Daddy ask the sale assistant for his size of a particular long sleeve shirt.
Went over and saw that he eye on a white china collar shirt.
Daddy: This one nice hor, wear with pants and I shoulder over a 围巾. quite sei rite?!
Wa liaw eh! China collar shirt with 围巾... dun pray pray ok... a 56yr old 老头子 know his fashion sense. But he was disappointed again coz they dun have his size, his pot belly getting the way...
We started buying baby clothes for the little one. Bought her 1 set of clothes for her when she discharge, 1 set of mitten and bootee and headband.
After dinner, I met up with Bee first coz En needs to going back office to retrieve the working schedule for the girls. Topic was still revolving ard the bf. This draws a final conclusion, the bf is a complete jerk. Asshole!!!
Finally, Bee saw En, first impression was ok. She say that his eyes very captivating. Ai yo coz he peranakan mahz.
She asked if I like him or not. Dunno... no sparks yet, being ard him quite comfortable, quite sweet towards me. I guess better get to know each other more...
We head down to Wala Wala. On the whole, its quite a nice place, a wide selection of booze. We sat at Level 1 coz the Live Band area was damn packed. Head back home at abt 12 plus, 今天要上班...
Not that I'm 山龟, but I stay in the east and Holland V a bit outta the way for me...
It was Daddy's bday, we went shopping in the afternoon and dinner was at Renn Thai @ Clarke Quay.
Me: Daddy, how come u never shave properly? Got two strains of hair dangling.
Daddy: Izit, ok I tuck it back into the nose.
Me: Yeek! *I'm speechless*
*recovering from shock*
Me: Daddy, you balding u know...
Daddy: No lah, I'm changing hair
Me: Hello?! You 56 liaoz lehz, admit the fact!
Me: I know what to get for you, I buy black sprain paint for you to colour your scalp!!! *excited*
Daddy: How does that work?
Me: Orhz~~ you colour you scalp black so no matter from which angle, you look as if you stil have a lot of hair....
Daddy: *Dumbfounded* *ponder for a while and realize that that I was making fun of him* Ya very funny!
Me: Actually you should consider to change your hair parting. Like that can use the left side hair to "cover" the right side balding. *and I began to demo while we were walking to the bus stop*
Daddy: ok ok enuff! Wa liaw eh, you messed up my hair!!! I spend quite a while to comb juz now...
*quickly use both of his hands to "iron" back his hair to the original style*
Funny right?!
Oh did I mention that when we saw the photographs of Kor's wedding, he was cursing and swaering at the photographer. Saying that he is not professional. All of us didn't understand the reason coz the pixs were all nicely taken.
Daddy: You see, every shot he took all from the bird eye view. Can see this part with lesser hair...
Mummy: Ok lah, next time your daughter get married, I'll remind the photographer to take your side profile.
Me: But wat if when I get married, your sides also start to bald????
Daddy juz stormed off....
Ai yo, my Daddy very ai sui, very image conscious. Alway consult me what to wear, becoz he knows I've got good taste in men dressing...
So I mention the House of Lam went shopping in the afternoon...Kor wanted to get another shirt n pant for the new job. While I was browsing the selection for kor, I realize Daddy ask the sale assistant for his size of a particular long sleeve shirt.
Went over and saw that he eye on a white china collar shirt.
Daddy: This one nice hor, wear with pants and I shoulder over a 围巾. quite sei rite?!
Wa liaw eh! China collar shirt with 围巾... dun pray pray ok... a 56yr old 老头子 know his fashion sense. But he was disappointed again coz they dun have his size, his pot belly getting the way...
We started buying baby clothes for the little one. Bought her 1 set of clothes for her when she discharge, 1 set of mitten and bootee and headband.
After dinner, I met up with Bee first coz En needs to going back office to retrieve the working schedule for the girls. Topic was still revolving ard the bf. This draws a final conclusion, the bf is a complete jerk. Asshole!!!
Finally, Bee saw En, first impression was ok. She say that his eyes very captivating. Ai yo coz he peranakan mahz.
She asked if I like him or not. Dunno... no sparks yet, being ard him quite comfortable, quite sweet towards me. I guess better get to know each other more...
We head down to Wala Wala. On the whole, its quite a nice place, a wide selection of booze. We sat at Level 1 coz the Live Band area was damn packed. Head back home at abt 12 plus, 今天要上班...
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Make my 70cents worthwhile!!!
Morning, was reading the papers and I saw Mr. Miyagi and Mr. Brown pix.
Totally excited, thinking that theres latest news about them.
As I read on, yawn big time....
Its the same old information that the reporters recycled from the previous articles.
They conveniently cut and paste a few articles together, give it a new headline and whala! Its a new article.
Boy! I'm utterly disappointed....
Have they got nothing more to write on beside telling us how this two gentlemen got their nick, what do they blog on etc. Come on~ every bloggers knows about it (provided you read their blog in the 1st palce)
Why can't these reporters put in a little more effort and structure some interesting question?
Like "Is My Miyaki's ***** longer than Rockson's horse?" or "Does Mr. Brown has more chest hair than Kenny Sia????"
Don't they bother to do some homework?
Nahz I'm not a tabloid reader, but at least let the readers read some new stuff, Thats why its call news!!!
I've been reading both their blog for a while and I totally adores them. But reading the same old "news" about them makes me feel that editors are wasting news space.
The more I will curse and swear the next time I calcualte the loading rate for advertisement. Charge so damn expensive but give readers the same old "news" Nabehz~
Or better still, bitch on the same issue for a 6-page special coverage e.g. Wang Na, Liu Hong Mei, NKF etc...
You know how much you have to pay to do a Junior Page B/W ad? F you big time! They suck the advertisers dry but can't they at least make the money well spent and give readers some interesting stuff to read??!!!
Now I know why people dun respond to the ad, coz the press articles are so boring that they give up reading before they reach my ad!!! KNN
Totally excited, thinking that theres latest news about them.
As I read on, yawn big time....
Its the same old information that the reporters recycled from the previous articles.
They conveniently cut and paste a few articles together, give it a new headline and whala! Its a new article.
Boy! I'm utterly disappointed....
Have they got nothing more to write on beside telling us how this two gentlemen got their nick, what do they blog on etc. Come on~ every bloggers knows about it (provided you read their blog in the 1st palce)
Why can't these reporters put in a little more effort and structure some interesting question?
Like "Is My Miyaki's ***** longer than Rockson's horse?" or "Does Mr. Brown has more chest hair than Kenny Sia????"
Don't they bother to do some homework?
Nahz I'm not a tabloid reader, but at least let the readers read some new stuff, Thats why its call news!!!
I've been reading both their blog for a while and I totally adores them. But reading the same old "news" about them makes me feel that editors are wasting news space.
The more I will curse and swear the next time I calcualte the loading rate for advertisement. Charge so damn expensive but give readers the same old "news" Nabehz~
Or better still, bitch on the same issue for a 6-page special coverage e.g. Wang Na, Liu Hong Mei, NKF etc...
You know how much you have to pay to do a Junior Page B/W ad? F you big time! They suck the advertisers dry but can't they at least make the money well spent and give readers some interesting stuff to read??!!!
Now I know why people dun respond to the ad, coz the press articles are so boring that they give up reading before they reach my ad!!! KNN
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
美好回忆
This post was kept in my archive for a long long time...
Finally decided that I should give it a conclusion and move on...
算是为美好的回忆画上完美的结局....
*********************************
九年前，在一条夜深人静的马路上，我在偶然，意想不到的情况下，认识了他。
天注定吧...他一步一步走进我的感情世界里，带给我欢乐与泪水。
九年了，我想是时候放手了吧。
漫长的岁月里，我对你的思念从没减少过。
即使我俩聚少离多，也没冲淡对你的感觉，而是加深我对你的思念。
当你开心时，我也会莫名的开心。当你伤心难过，我的天空也会下起雨。
当你受伤时，我只想紧紧的抱住你，安慰你，让你知道我无时无刻都在身边守护你。
这首歌‘每天爱你多一些’ 恰当表达出我对你的感觉。
对你的爱与日俱增，非墨笔所能形容。
你就象王力宏的 ‘唯一’心情是随着你的喜怒哀乐而变化。
但或许是有缘无份吧，即使知道彼此对对方的仰慕与爱意，但就是无法在一起。
总觉得之间缺少了些什么...
不知过了多久，我们身边都有了他/她，但我对你感情从没放弃过。
虽然这对我的他很不公平，我只能说抱歉。
我无法控制压抑许久的感觉，无法不去想你。越是压抑越是会想起你。
所以选择分手。或许当初就不应该和我的他开始，不该接受他。
脑海里常常出现和你骑着摩托车，迎风奔驰的画面，心里多想前面的路永无止境。
他心爱的摩托车
雨中漫步，畅谈整夜，吹着海风，看着闪闪发光的星星，是我最珍惜的时光。
我最喜欢你逗我开心的样子了，傻傻的，好可爱。
每次你握着我的手，深情地看着我，我都招架不住那迷人的眼神。更别说吻我了。
我已经陷下去了。
你传给我的简讯，我都保存，舍不得删除。
那通简讯'Darling, I love you....miss you so much' 在手机里以有八年了。
简讯得内容常常让我对着手机傻笑。
我像是个天真的小女孩，对爱情充满希望。
每一次经过我们去过的地方，都让我想起和你在那里说过的话，作过的事。
可是为何你总是无法忘记她。
过去的以是过去式，重要的是现在与未来。
我一直都在等着你，但你为何无法接受另一个新的开始?
我不知道我们的关系是什么。因为以超出普通朋友。
我想再这样纠缠不清也不是办法....这样大家都很痛苦。
九年了，如果有发展，有下文，就不会一托再托。
为你孤枕难眠，眼泪常常都是往肚子里吞,你知吗?
但这以是过去式。 我要的是未来。
感觉上，我还在原点，没前进过。
厌倦无限期的等。
不想因爱成恨，只想保留美好回忆。
再也没机会骑你的摩托车...
再也没机会投进你温柔的怀抱...
再也没机会和你在海边看星星了...
再也没机会看见你那阳光般的笑容...
再也没机会看见可爱的豆豆和rocky...
这些将会是我永远不会忘记的美好回忆。
永别了，建。
祝君永远幸福快乐
Finally decided that I should give it a conclusion and move on...
算是为美好的回忆画上完美的结局....
*********************************
九年前，在一条夜深人静的马路上，我在偶然，意想不到的情况下，认识了他。
天注定吧...他一步一步走进我的感情世界里，带给我欢乐与泪水。
九年了，我想是时候放手了吧。
漫长的岁月里，我对你的思念从没减少过。
即使我俩聚少离多，也没冲淡对你的感觉，而是加深我对你的思念。
当你开心时，我也会莫名的开心。当你伤心难过，我的天空也会下起雨。
当你受伤时，我只想紧紧的抱住你，安慰你，让你知道我无时无刻都在身边守护你。
这首歌‘每天爱你多一些’ 恰当表达出我对你的感觉。
对你的爱与日俱增，非墨笔所能形容。
你就象王力宏的 ‘唯一’心情是随着你的喜怒哀乐而变化。
但或许是有缘无份吧，即使知道彼此对对方的仰慕与爱意，但就是无法在一起。
总觉得之间缺少了些什么...
不知过了多久，我们身边都有了他/她，但我对你感情从没放弃过。
虽然这对我的他很不公平，我只能说抱歉。
我无法控制压抑许久的感觉，无法不去想你。越是压抑越是会想起你。
所以选择分手。或许当初就不应该和我的他开始，不该接受他。
脑海里常常出现和你骑着摩托车，迎风奔驰的画面，心里多想前面的路永无止境。
他心爱的摩托车
雨中漫步，畅谈整夜，吹着海风，看着闪闪发光的星星，是我最珍惜的时光。
我最喜欢你逗我开心的样子了，傻傻的，好可爱。
每次你握着我的手，深情地看着我，我都招架不住那迷人的眼神。更别说吻我了。
我已经陷下去了。
你传给我的简讯，我都保存，舍不得删除。
那通简讯'Darling, I love you....miss you so much' 在手机里以有八年了。
简讯得内容常常让我对着手机傻笑。
我像是个天真的小女孩，对爱情充满希望。
每一次经过我们去过的地方，都让我想起和你在那里说过的话，作过的事。
可是为何你总是无法忘记她。
过去的以是过去式，重要的是现在与未来。
我一直都在等着你，但你为何无法接受另一个新的开始?
我不知道我们的关系是什么。因为以超出普通朋友。
我想再这样纠缠不清也不是办法....这样大家都很痛苦。
九年了，如果有发展，有下文，就不会一托再托。
为你孤枕难眠，眼泪常常都是往肚子里吞,你知吗?
但这以是过去式。 我要的是未来。
感觉上，我还在原点，没前进过。
厌倦无限期的等。
不想因爱成恨，只想保留美好回忆。
再也没机会骑你的摩托车...
再也没机会投进你温柔的怀抱...
再也没机会和你在海边看星星了...
再也没机会看见你那阳光般的笑容...
再也没机会看见可爱的豆豆和rocky...
这些将会是我永远不会忘记的美好回忆。
永别了，建。
祝君永远幸福快乐
Do you truely know yourself???
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
The transformation of a lobster
So exciting....
The lobster in my office fishtank, juz molt. That means that it just sheds its shell.
My first time to witness a lobster molting.
I saw Auzzie Jenson online, told him about my new "discovery"
Kena suan by him. Say I 山龟. "If not how the lobster get so big?!"
How I know, I thought they juz grow up like fishes or sea cucumbers mahz. Bah!
Tell me frankly, how many of you here actually know lobster molt?!
Huh?! Dun cheat!
Look, the old shell is a perfect double of the lobster, even come with feelers.
As usual, my colleague Alan is disturbing his friend again.
Alan: Something is wrong with 龙虾大哥 today
Me : y? whats wrong with him?
Alan: How come he dun attack?
Me: Maybe he is too tired. Hello?! He juz shed its shell, where got strength to fight with you?
Alan: izit? He so weak ah?
Me: (thinking in my heart) *After you come also need some time to recover before going for the next round right?* I think so, I'm not a lobster, can't answer you.
Ai yo, Alan is the 公认 纯情小子 in the office. So I can't say that statement out, if not he will be so shocked, dunno how to reply. And I'll be damn pai sei
The reat of them will start wondering how come furfur_angel knows so much about sex...
Later, we saw how 龙虾大哥 feeds on its old shell, like this....
Alan: yeek, he so disgusting, so dirty, why he eat up his old shell?
Me: I dunno. Maybe juz now you disturb him, accidentally touch the shell and dirty it. So it decided to eat it.
I derive this statement from my past experience with hamsters.
Alan: U sure or not?
Me: Actually, I’ve no idea.
That is when I decided to search the internet and found this
The next time I lay my hands on lobster sashimi, I will shut my mouth and stop complaining why the lobster so big in size yet there so little flesh.
They have gone through a lot to come to this size....
The lobster in my office fishtank, juz molt. That means that it just sheds its shell.
My first time to witness a lobster molting.
I saw Auzzie Jenson online, told him about my new "discovery"
Kena suan by him. Say I 山龟. "If not how the lobster get so big?!"
How I know, I thought they juz grow up like fishes or sea cucumbers mahz. Bah!
Tell me frankly, how many of you here actually know lobster molt?!
Huh?! Dun cheat!
Look, the old shell is a perfect double of the lobster, even come with feelers.
As usual, my colleague Alan is disturbing his friend again.
Alan: Something is wrong with 龙虾大哥 today
Me : y? whats wrong with him?
Alan: How come he dun attack?
Me: Maybe he is too tired. Hello?! He juz shed its shell, where got strength to fight with you?
Alan: izit? He so weak ah?
Me: (thinking in my heart) *After you come also need some time to recover before going for the next round right?* I think so, I'm not a lobster, can't answer you.
Ai yo, Alan is the 公认 纯情小子 in the office. So I can't say that statement out, if not he will be so shocked, dunno how to reply. And I'll be damn pai sei
The reat of them will start wondering how come furfur_angel knows so much about sex...
Later, we saw how 龙虾大哥 feeds on its old shell, like this....
Alan: yeek, he so disgusting, so dirty, why he eat up his old shell?
Me: I dunno. Maybe juz now you disturb him, accidentally touch the shell and dirty it. So it decided to eat it.
I derive this statement from my past experience with hamsters.
Alan: U sure or not?
Me: Actually, I’ve no idea.
That is when I decided to search the internet and found this
The next time I lay my hands on lobster sashimi, I will shut my mouth and stop complaining why the lobster so big in size yet there so little flesh.
They have gone through a lot to come to this size....
Monday, July 25, 2005
毛毛生病了
Down with block nose, sore throat, cough, muscle ache and 我失身了! Kidding! I meant 我失声了!
我是病猫.
All thanx to the BBQ steamboat on Friday night that started the whole episode.
I went to watch The Island yday with Ernest. Great show I must say. Worth the $9.50 spent! Now with the ridiculous increase in tix price, I can't afford to watch any B-grade show.
ok I going back howm to rest. Doc gave me medical leave for a day (duhz! Should have given me 1 week mahz)
Piglet, 毛毛， 回来了
我是病猫.
All thanx to the BBQ steamboat on Friday night that started the whole episode.
I went to watch The Island yday with Ernest. Great show I must say. Worth the $9.50 spent! Now with the ridiculous increase in tix price, I can't afford to watch any B-grade show.
ok I going back howm to rest. Doc gave me medical leave for a day (duhz! Should have given me 1 week mahz)
Piglet, 毛毛， 回来了
Friday, July 22, 2005
You are fucking rude
%^&*)?$#@*(&$#^%#@*(%?>~$<(^%((*^%
The next time someone put me on conference call again he/she gonna get stonned alive by me! And I mean it!
Bloody hell. Don't even have the oourteous of telling me hey you are on 3-way conference call.
WHy hoping to fish out some juicy gossip from me so that you can quote me for saying that?!!! Or hoping that I will bad-mouthed the invisible party so that you can rub salt into it?!!
Only when I said something juicy about that person, then you tell me, wei...you on conference call lehz.. she is listening now. You make me feel like a fool!
And the worse is the girl dun even have the courteous of saying hi, and well still continue to keep quiet!
Not that you should say hi to someone who juz said something unkind to your ears but hello... u ask for it ok! you agreed into that filthy scheme!
Moreover what I juz said was true! You actually did it so deny the fact and get angry?!!!
I felt so betrayed. Nahz you wouldn't understand hw I feel if you haven't been through that ordeal. No I'm not over reacting!!! I treasure friendship and this is what I get.
ARRRRRGGHHHH! Thats it! I swear the next time anyone who puts me through that stoopid conference call w/o me knowing again... u will get hell from me!!!
The next time someone put me on conference call again he/she gonna get stonned alive by me! And I mean it!
Bloody hell. Don't even have the oourteous of telling me hey you are on 3-way conference call.
WHy hoping to fish out some juicy gossip from me so that you can quote me for saying that?!!! Or hoping that I will bad-mouthed the invisible party so that you can rub salt into it?!!
Only when I said something juicy about that person, then you tell me, wei...you on conference call lehz.. she is listening now. You make me feel like a fool!
And the worse is the girl dun even have the courteous of saying hi, and well still continue to keep quiet!
Not that you should say hi to someone who juz said something unkind to your ears but hello... u ask for it ok! you agreed into that filthy scheme!
Moreover what I juz said was true! You actually did it so deny the fact and get angry?!!!
I felt so betrayed. Nahz you wouldn't understand hw I feel if you haven't been through that ordeal. No I'm not over reacting!!! I treasure friendship and this is what I get.
ARRRRRGGHHHH! Thats it! I swear the next time anyone who puts me through that stoopid conference call w/o me knowing again... u will get hell from me!!!
Thursday, July 21, 2005
You've got things to do
Gone through the handover exercise this morning, and I've got 23786475620834 things to do. KNN!
All the terms sound so alien to me.
Time is isn't waiting for me, and I'll facing the war all alone since they 2 of them are leaving on next Tuesday. Shite!
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Was at Momo with the gers yday nite.
And this 2 cheeko bengz actually wanted to 灌醉 bee and me. Jio me play 5-10 with him. muahahahaha....
Hello~~~ Bee and me are like expert lorhz... think that you can make us drunk, hmmmm wait long long lahz ah! Unless you make me drink ****** you will have the chance lahz.
Of coz we won most of the rounds and they drank quite a far bit. 不知死活 lorhz, 敢jio我玩5-10. I'm being commando trained!!!
Sore loser! Towards the end, the cheeko bengz 出 pattern, I lose I drink, he lose also I drink. Keep insisting that he didn't see what I called! got pissed and tekan them. Wanted to intro me to their frd and can't rem my name so I made them drink keekee....
Thats the price you pay for not being honest.
I juz dun understand guys lorhz... u want to drunk the gers but first can you hold your liquor well? very 丢脸 if the ger drinks better than you. Not that I can drink well, juz that my luck quite good lahz. Plus gers got the advantage, they 撒娇 a bit, the guys confirm 心软.
And they always like to 借酒行凶, like to grope you! Hello, I'm not nightclub小姐 ah, let you grope from top to bottom. And even they charge ah!
Anyway while we were at the dance floor, 1 of them conveniently hug me from behind. How dare u! Of coz I smart lahz, I pretend kena pushed by another person and stepped hard on this foot.
Thats the good thing about gers wearing high heels.
All the terms sound so alien to me.
Time is isn't waiting for me, and I'll facing the war all alone since they 2 of them are leaving on next Tuesday. Shite!
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Was at Momo with the gers yday nite.
And this 2 cheeko bengz actually wanted to 灌醉 bee and me. Jio me play 5-10 with him. muahahahaha....
Hello~~~ Bee and me are like expert lorhz... think that you can make us drunk, hmmmm wait long long lahz ah! Unless you make me drink ****** you will have the chance lahz.
Of coz we won most of the rounds and they drank quite a far bit. 不知死活 lorhz, 敢jio我玩5-10. I'm being commando trained!!!
Sore loser! Towards the end, the cheeko bengz 出 pattern, I lose I drink, he lose also I drink. Keep insisting that he didn't see what I called! got pissed and tekan them. Wanted to intro me to their frd and can't rem my name so I made them drink keekee....
Thats the price you pay for not being honest.
I juz dun understand guys lorhz... u want to drunk the gers but first can you hold your liquor well? very 丢脸 if the ger drinks better than you. Not that I can drink well, juz that my luck quite good lahz. Plus gers got the advantage, they 撒娇 a bit, the guys confirm 心软.
And they always like to 借酒行凶, like to grope you! Hello, I'm not nightclub小姐 ah, let you grope from top to bottom. And even they charge ah!
Anyway while we were at the dance floor, 1 of them conveniently hug me from behind. How dare u! Of coz I smart lahz, I pretend kena pushed by another person and stepped hard on this foot.
Thats the good thing about gers wearing high heels.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
迷失的天使...
我又再次醉入同样的恐怖地带
我真的厌倦了。同事们接二连三的辞职对我的打击是一波未平一波又起。
灰色地带，我讨厌你。我对你的恐惧是无法形容。对将来的茫然，不知所措。好像恐怖的SARS virus慢慢的把我的阳气吞食，变成行尸走肉，失去思想能力的僵尸。
黑与白，对与错，是与否，yes or no, 这才是我熟悉的世界！
What the hell am I going through???
工作，是越来越不顺利。为了减少开支，便要我扛下所有的工作。 KNN! 你以为我真是超人?! 更莫名其妙的是，在这紧要关头，你还想更换广告公司。
猪脑，难道你没考虑过后果吗?
工作不顺利，爱情也不顺利
爱情，是上天在惩罚我吗? 因为Bengz 而你在惩罚我吗?!
我喜欢的不喜欢我，我不喜欢的偏偏喜欢我。还来了个是有非有的男朋友，加重了已被掏空的心灵。他妈的!
我真苦命!!!
真想离开这里。想去度假散心。想想眼前的路该如何走， 将来的去向是如何。
救命阿！主啊！快来拯救你迷失的羔羊，失去方向的天使！
我真的厌倦了。同事们接二连三的辞职对我的打击是一波未平一波又起。
灰色地带，我讨厌你。我对你的恐惧是无法形容。对将来的茫然，不知所措。好像恐怖的SARS virus慢慢的把我的阳气吞食，变成行尸走肉，失去思想能力的僵尸。
黑与白，对与错，是与否，yes or no, 这才是我熟悉的世界！
What the hell am I going through???
工作，是越来越不顺利。为了减少开支，便要我扛下所有的工作。 KNN! 你以为我真是超人?! 更莫名其妙的是，在这紧要关头，你还想更换广告公司。
猪脑，难道你没考虑过后果吗?
工作不顺利，爱情也不顺利
爱情，是上天在惩罚我吗? 因为Bengz 而你在惩罚我吗?!
我喜欢的不喜欢我，我不喜欢的偏偏喜欢我。还来了个是有非有的男朋友，加重了已被掏空的心灵。他妈的!
我真苦命!!!
真想离开这里。想去度假散心。想想眼前的路该如何走， 将来的去向是如何。
救命阿！主啊！快来拯救你迷失的羔羊，失去方向的天使！
Monday, July 18, 2005
宝贝，你好幸福
Shopping with ma lately has been very much revolved around the little 宝贝 who is arriving to our family this November.
Ma and me having been going to different places to compare prices. I've been asking around which are the better brands, what I should look for when buying baby prams, cot, milk bottle, diapers, milk powder etc...
Baby stuff are so cute, I bought so much stuff. They have got baby detergent for washing your baby clothes, nappy lining, baby wipes to clean the baby booty when she poo poo. Milk bottle sterilizer, travel pack toiletries,
The design for the baby clothing, milk bottle, milk powder container, pacifier, etc are so cute. When we step in the shop, it takes a while for us to leave that place.
I'm thinking of buying her bikini. I can bring her go sun tanning, and swimming so that she can be the next Jocelyn Yeo. When she gets older, I'll bring her to venture all the sea sports that I'm into, so that she can be my khaki when I wakeboard or dive.
I'm thinking of buying her story books, and read bedtimes stories to her every night.
I'm thinking buying baby CD for her to listen, so that she can be musically inclined and become the next 孙燕姿.
I'm even thinking of a Christian name for her and to bring her to Sunday school while I attend my Sunday service.
I've been surfing the net for the meaning of christian names and I've bought books from the Christian book store for a true christian name. Or perhaps I should leave it to the pastor when 宝贝 get baptize
I'm thinking of engaging the famous 游龙子 to list down the chinese names that will suit her 生辰八字 for us to select.
I can picture myself bring her to zoo, bird park. Bringing her go kai kai, extra curriculum classes like piano class, ballet lesson, swimming classes, drawing classes....
Ma say 我想太远了.... theres a lot of things that we can only give suggestions, ultimately decision lies on Kor and SIL (sister-in-law).
Hmmm....I think so too...I'm too engrossed and excited of being 姑姑. I should step back a little to prevent any conflicts arising...
Ma and me having been going to different places to compare prices. I've been asking around which are the better brands, what I should look for when buying baby prams, cot, milk bottle, diapers, milk powder etc...
Baby stuff are so cute, I bought so much stuff. They have got baby detergent for washing your baby clothes, nappy lining, baby wipes to clean the baby booty when she poo poo. Milk bottle sterilizer, travel pack toiletries,
The design for the baby clothing, milk bottle, milk powder container, pacifier, etc are so cute. When we step in the shop, it takes a while for us to leave that place.
I'm thinking of buying her bikini. I can bring her go sun tanning, and swimming so that she can be the next Jocelyn Yeo. When she gets older, I'll bring her to venture all the sea sports that I'm into, so that she can be my khaki when I wakeboard or dive.
I'm thinking of buying her story books, and read bedtimes stories to her every night.
I'm thinking buying baby CD for her to listen, so that she can be musically inclined and become the next 孙燕姿.
I'm even thinking of a Christian name for her and to bring her to Sunday school while I attend my Sunday service.
I've been surfing the net for the meaning of christian names and I've bought books from the Christian book store for a true christian name. Or perhaps I should leave it to the pastor when 宝贝 get baptize
I'm thinking of engaging the famous 游龙子 to list down the chinese names that will suit her 生辰八字 for us to select.
I can picture myself bring her to zoo, bird park. Bringing her go kai kai, extra curriculum classes like piano class, ballet lesson, swimming classes, drawing classes....
Ma say 我想太远了.... theres a lot of things that we can only give suggestions, ultimately decision lies on Kor and SIL (sister-in-law).
Hmmm....I think so too...I'm too engrossed and excited of being 姑姑. I should step back a little to prevent any conflicts arising...
Sunday, July 17, 2005
MOMO, 我爱你!!!
For the longest time that I've been rattling about cheonging Club Momo, I finally set my feet on this happening place yesterday with Siang and his friend, Lindy.
Revive my SOS days! This place is hot hot hot! The music is fantastic. The guys are good looking and the decor was great. Crowd was mostly my age which will help me to filter out all the 小弟弟.
Nevermind that the drinks are ex. (Long Island at $68, tequila shot at $10), nevermind that the entry queue was long. Nevermind that the palce was packed that there were little space for me to shake my booty. Nevermind the bag deposit was a dollar more compared to DBL O, and that the queue was super long.
I can put up with these. What matter most was the music and crowd..
Guys watch out as the bar top dancers are hot and sexy. Girls, we aren’t forgotten. The male server was a treat to our eyes as they climb up the bar and shake their sexy bum bum.
Look out! The crowd are coming back to Central Mall
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Thats my hero
http://www.liverpoolfc.tv/news/drilldown/N149335050713-2142.htm
Good start for their defense for the Championship title.
3-0 victory against TNS
Good start for their defense for the Championship title.
3-0 victory against TNS
Monday, July 11, 2005
I'm a true fan....
You fear none but the infamous Fujiwara Tofu Hachi
Roku.
Which Initial D Character Are You?
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
Like brother like sister
For the longest time that I've been mentioning about my beloved brudder, chuan... here is his pix...
And for the number of times that he has been "pestering" for dinner at Kor's place, we finally went on Friday.
Food was good, wine was good. As usual, we talk about the same old stuff over and over again without getting bored.
went to bee's palce for a drink before heading down to that place again. Thats when Chuan reveal some bad news to me, which I told him its not within our limits to help and its best that he stay outta it.
No.10 sms me if I wanna join him at Momo which I declined since I was already at dev. He replied that he wanted to join me and before long he sms again to say that he juz reach dev and ask where was I. So, Chuan n I went back in to look for him.
I dunno if its telepathy or pure coincidence, sub-conciously I figure where he was... and wala! There I saw him sitting there. *elated* I'm such a pretender I didn't reveal my excitement. Tryng to act cool....
We spoke for a while, thats when I realized that I forgotten to intro Chuan. Did the intro and the 3 of us stood there not saying anything. He excused himself, I sensed something was wrong....
I was definetly thrilled to see him and called Bee to tell her. Thats when I saw him with another girl, and they were french-kissing.
Thunder roar and lighting strikes
I could feel my heart being stabbed a million times, and my head being bammed against the wall for infinie times. It was the same girl he kissed last Friday!!!
I related was I juz saw to Bee, she was fuming mad, errm...I thought I should be the one???? I walked past him and he grabbed hold of me and asked where I was going
*to find a dagger and stabbed you till you bleed dry*
But of coz I didn't blurted that out and I pretended I didn't withness his lips locking seesion a while ago which I'm sure he knew I saw since i wasn't standing very far from them. Told him that I'm heading off to another palce. Offered to send me there but did he forgotten that I was with Chuan??!!! I declined and head off without saying anything else.
Told Chuan the incident and got F upside down. He wondered since when my taste drop?! Ai yo, I'm a sucker for small eyes, single eyelid.
Stop the pot calling kettle black theory will ya? Both of us sama-sama His crush on Janet isn't any better than mine on No. 10.
As we were heading for the exit, I was that girl hugging and kissing another guy! Yewk! Slut!!! Conclusion: Either she is 1) too drunk to even realize what she saw doing, 2) her unique way to express her friendliness or 3) she like "buffet" eat-all-you-can...
To thnk that No. 10 would fancy this type pissed me off....
As usual I never learn my lesson, I actually sms No. 10 in the afternoon to ask how was his weekend? Dumbass! He juz french the same girl again so u say hows was the weekend? Trust me for asking juz a lame question.
He asked me if Chuan was my bf, and I began to wonder if he was too drunk to notice that I actually introduced Chuan as my brudder
I explained to him our relationship. WTH was I thinking??? I even bothered to explain to him??!!! And he said that Chuan n I got couple look. I felt sicked! Trust him for saying that
Anyway I told Bee about the sms-conversation and left the both of us pondering:
1) He invited me to join him at Momo, I rejected and told him that I was at dev. and said that he wants to come down and join me, Without asking if I was with my friends.
2) The minute he saw me, he was all smiled and chatted with me but when I intro Chuan to him, he stopped talking to me and disappeared.
3)Did he kissed the girl on purpose knowing that I was standing there or what???
4) He ask if Chuan was my bf and mentioned that we've got couple look when I already said that Chuan was my brudder twice
I derived a conclusion, No 10 is juz like any other jerks, he french the same girl for 2 fridays consecutively and as what Bee mentioned, she saw the girl behaving intimately with another guy in the group.... Yuck!
Nevermind of the small eyes...he is too... I can't described....
Thursday, July 07, 2005
To die for love? Noble or foolish?
Morning as I drank my milk n browse the newspaper the headline read "Boy 16, jump off building after breakup" caught my attention. I finished reading the article and felt sorry for the boy's mum and gf.
As quoted, the boy, currently still studying, truely love the gf, bought a lot of things for her, even beg his mum for money in order to buy a puppy for her. Yet she still broke up with him citing he is childish and a spendthrift and so insisted on the break up. There wasn't any third party involved.
He couldn't take the blow and thus commited suicide at her block.
To die for love? You think you are noble?! Not in a hundred years I say. I say life is not revolve around BGR, what about kinship, what about the love your parents have for you?
10 months for pregnancy, taking care of you for the past 16 years without any grumble, yet you choose to die because someone you love deeply rejected your love??!!
You claimed you love her yet you choose to hurt her in the most selfish way. Torturing her with guilt for the rest of her life. Letting her face cruel interrogate formthe police and family members
This is not love, it is the most irresponsible way of proclaiming your "selfless love"
Perhaps there were some hidden facts that the media failed to unveil, but if what reported was true, my heart goes out to the boy's mum and his gf, or I should say ex-gf.
I start thinking how I overcome the pain when the guy whom I love rejected my love... He likes another girl who is has fugly look, da xiao jie temper, serious attitude problem. Naturally when you feel bitter, you only saw the negative side, perhaps thats the way he likes her. (Again, something I can't comprehen)
I cried! I was devasted, traumatized, hurt, sorrowful, miresable, depressed... its that type of feeling of he is the one for me, but he thought otherwise. He didn't have the same vibes as me. It wasn't forthcoming. In summary NO chemisty!
But never did I thought of ending my life. To me, Lif is precious! In every obstacles that we encouter, there bound to be a solution. Even there isn't any solution, face it bravely, take a as a lesson learnt and do better next time.
In the case of love, if its never meant to be it isn't! Alright, its earier said than done. But if you never try, how you know you can't? And by try I mean 100% effort.
There are a lot of things in life thats is more worthwhile for us then to be bitter over a failed ralationship.
As quoted, the boy, currently still studying, truely love the gf, bought a lot of things for her, even beg his mum for money in order to buy a puppy for her. Yet she still broke up with him citing he is childish and a spendthrift and so insisted on the break up. There wasn't any third party involved.
He couldn't take the blow and thus commited suicide at her block.
To die for love? You think you are noble?! Not in a hundred years I say. I say life is not revolve around BGR, what about kinship, what about the love your parents have for you?
10 months for pregnancy, taking care of you for the past 16 years without any grumble, yet you choose to die because someone you love deeply rejected your love??!!
You claimed you love her yet you choose to hurt her in the most selfish way. Torturing her with guilt for the rest of her life. Letting her face cruel interrogate formthe police and family members
This is not love, it is the most irresponsible way of proclaiming your "selfless love"
Perhaps there were some hidden facts that the media failed to unveil, but if what reported was true, my heart goes out to the boy's mum and his gf, or I should say ex-gf.
I start thinking how I overcome the pain when the guy whom I love rejected my love... He likes another girl who is has fugly look, da xiao jie temper, serious attitude problem. Naturally when you feel bitter, you only saw the negative side, perhaps thats the way he likes her. (Again, something I can't comprehen)
I cried! I was devasted, traumatized, hurt, sorrowful, miresable, depressed... its that type of feeling of he is the one for me, but he thought otherwise. He didn't have the same vibes as me. It wasn't forthcoming. In summary NO chemisty!
But never did I thought of ending my life. To me, Lif is precious! In every obstacles that we encouter, there bound to be a solution. Even there isn't any solution, face it bravely, take a as a lesson learnt and do better next time.
In the case of love, if its never meant to be it isn't! Alright, its earier said than done. But if you never try, how you know you can't? And by try I mean 100% effort.
There are a lot of things in life thats is more worthwhile for us then to be bitter over a failed ralationship.
Friday, July 01, 2005
no sex no go???
Yeap! Thats how an average unattached male species think...or if not thats how they project themselves to me...
Guy meet girl, guy introduce, guy buy drink, both chat happily with a certain chemistry and exchange number, time to go home, guy offer to send girl "back" with a cheeky grin which translate as one-night-stand, girl reject, poof! Guy disappears into thin air.
Trust me! You will never be able to locate him. IF theres some luck and you might be able to bump into him one day, being a friendly girl, you said hi to him, of coz being a "gentleman" he return your hi BUT with a dirty look.
You scratch you head and you wonder why... Even the Wu La Bo Si in Shi Wan Ge Wei Shen Men dun have an answer for you. Your gfs look lost juz like you are.
So you narrate the incident to them and got the most ridiculous explanation "Because you rejected him! And to think that he wasted one whole night talking to you, gets on his nerves more! You hurt his ego Sayang!" WTF! Thats it?! He got pissed off juz because of that. Ok the 7.5/10 that he scored during the conversation goes down the drain, not forgetting the number stored in your mobile with the pix taken wif the phone, all deleted forever!
Scenes start flashing back....
Eh, I thought he is the one who came forward to introduce himself? I thought he was the one who offer to buy the drinks????
It seems that guys have found the ultimate shortcut to a relationship. Or if not they are too used to having shortcuts in their IT application that they have forgotten the traditional way of opening up program.
So why kick such a big fuss? Doesn't mean that guys made the first move, girls must return the favour.
FYI : Favour = one night stand
Ok ok... maybe what I've juz described was a little way too extreme, but it did happen to yours truly. And as a matter of fact, recently. Appearance totally fit the bill but when the conversation continues, the hands start to do the talking instead.
Come on~ Wats your bloody problem?! Some girls dun go for one night stand. Some girls dun french kiss with any Tom, Dick or Harry on a first date... Even though some girls agreed to the offer doesn't naturally constitute that ALL girls will!
Is our society getting so liberal and so influenced by the west that we skip the usual process of getting-to-know-more-about-each-other but jumping straight into bed? Is skipping a few stages the usual practice today? It seems too hasty to go THAT far when I hardly know you.
Or do guys nowadays judge whether they can get along with this girl with the one-night-shag-judging system. If you dun shag her, she is not gonna to understand you and you guys can never be friends? You need your penis to do the thinking and evaluating process???!!! How sad.
*roll eyes*
Or is it that they are unwilling to pt in extra effort unless they get a shag confirmation. The courtship thumb of rule no longer applies. I have watched guys move on immediately when they are rejected. Romantic dates, long hours chat over the phone, stroll in the park or simply getting well acquainted no longer exists.
Guys! Have you ever thought of what we women truly want? Give us more respect and put in more effort. Go to seduction school if you wanna score! And by score I meant something more complicated than mere sex. Or maybe what I was thinking was juz wishful thinking in this age of 7-11 convenience.
Perhaps that explained why I love watching reality dating show. The passionate wooing, the romantic dinning, the intimate conversation is something women wants. Call me living in dream world or impractical but at least that is the usual dating game all this while. If not, I think traditional match making session should be given a new lease of life.
And by this time, you wished you haven't gave him a 7.5
pui
Guy meet girl, guy introduce, guy buy drink, both chat happily with a certain chemistry and exchange number, time to go home, guy offer to send girl "back" with a cheeky grin which translate as one-night-stand, girl reject, poof! Guy disappears into thin air.
Trust me! You will never be able to locate him. IF theres some luck and you might be able to bump into him one day, being a friendly girl, you said hi to him, of coz being a "gentleman" he return your hi BUT with a dirty look.
You scratch you head and you wonder why... Even the Wu La Bo Si in Shi Wan Ge Wei Shen Men dun have an answer for you. Your gfs look lost juz like you are.
So you narrate the incident to them and got the most ridiculous explanation "Because you rejected him! And to think that he wasted one whole night talking to you, gets on his nerves more! You hurt his ego Sayang!" WTF! Thats it?! He got pissed off juz because of that. Ok the 7.5/10 that he scored during the conversation goes down the drain, not forgetting the number stored in your mobile with the pix taken wif the phone, all deleted forever!
Scenes start flashing back....
Eh, I thought he is the one who came forward to introduce himself? I thought he was the one who offer to buy the drinks????
It seems that guys have found the ultimate shortcut to a relationship. Or if not they are too used to having shortcuts in their IT application that they have forgotten the traditional way of opening up program.
So why kick such a big fuss? Doesn't mean that guys made the first move, girls must return the favour.
FYI : Favour = one night stand
Ok ok... maybe what I've juz described was a little way too extreme, but it did happen to yours truly. And as a matter of fact, recently. Appearance totally fit the bill but when the conversation continues, the hands start to do the talking instead.
Come on~ Wats your bloody problem?! Some girls dun go for one night stand. Some girls dun french kiss with any Tom, Dick or Harry on a first date... Even though some girls agreed to the offer doesn't naturally constitute that ALL girls will!
Is our society getting so liberal and so influenced by the west that we skip the usual process of getting-to-know-more-about-each-other but jumping straight into bed? Is skipping a few stages the usual practice today? It seems too hasty to go THAT far when I hardly know you.
Or do guys nowadays judge whether they can get along with this girl with the one-night-shag-judging system. If you dun shag her, she is not gonna to understand you and you guys can never be friends? You need your penis to do the thinking and evaluating process???!!! How sad.
*roll eyes*
Or is it that they are unwilling to pt in extra effort unless they get a shag confirmation. The courtship thumb of rule no longer applies. I have watched guys move on immediately when they are rejected. Romantic dates, long hours chat over the phone, stroll in the park or simply getting well acquainted no longer exists.
Guys! Have you ever thought of what we women truly want? Give us more respect and put in more effort. Go to seduction school if you wanna score! And by score I meant something more complicated than mere sex. Or maybe what I was thinking was juz wishful thinking in this age of 7-11 convenience.
Perhaps that explained why I love watching reality dating show. The passionate wooing, the romantic dinning, the intimate conversation is something women wants. Call me living in dream world or impractical but at least that is the usual dating game all this while. If not, I think traditional match making session should be given a new lease of life.
And by this time, you wished you haven't gave him a 7.5
pui
Thursday, June 30, 2005
I really take my own sweet time
Announcement: I've finally edited my sidebar!
Sorry! I know I took a while... but like perfect Chinese lame excuse that we always quote chi dao hao guo mei dao
Reference my last post "My itchy fingers" dated 5th April, if you still remember.... I "unknowingly" change the blogskin...
Basically its a repetition of my last blogskin....except that I've added two new photo album 1)Wakeboarding and 2)My Brother's Wedding.
The pix from the wedding night courteous from cousin Katherine. The photographer that we engaged didn't use digital shot thus I'm unable to scan n upload all the 10 rolls of film. Want my life mehz?!
Speaking of wakeboarding... hmm... its been a while since the last ride. Anyway Linda is arranging for us to go cable ski at Batam on 22 - 24 July and to celebrate Jason's birthday. Damn it! I need to work on that weekend...ahhhh help!!! sob sob
Sorry! I know I took a while... but like perfect Chinese lame excuse that we always quote chi dao hao guo mei dao
Reference my last post "My itchy fingers" dated 5th April, if you still remember.... I "unknowingly" change the blogskin...
Basically its a repetition of my last blogskin....except that I've added two new photo album 1)Wakeboarding and 2)My Brother's Wedding.
The pix from the wedding night courteous from cousin Katherine. The photographer that we engaged didn't use digital shot thus I'm unable to scan n upload all the 10 rolls of film. Want my life mehz?!
Speaking of wakeboarding... hmm... its been a while since the last ride. Anyway Linda is arranging for us to go cable ski at Batam on 22 - 24 July and to celebrate Jason's birthday. Damn it! I need to work on that weekend...ahhhh help!!! sob sob
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Duhz! Lame "IQ question"
Imagine you are in Africa. You have been tied hanging on a tree with a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope, and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch. Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one around to help you. The only possible way is to somehow convince the lion to BLOW the candle out. How do you do that?
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You sing a Happy Birthday song to the lion, so that he can BLOW the candle after the song..... *faint*
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You sing a Happy Birthday song to the lion, so that he can BLOW the candle after the song..... *faint*
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Manga to anime and finally movie, Initial D is indeed the most successful Japanese manga to date. Yes, I'm a true fan. Thanks to Bam Bam's colleague's boyfriend's friend, I got to watch the preview.
Personally, I would rate the movie 4 star, mainly because the movie focus more on characters development rather than the superb driving technique which is what Initial D is all about...
Takumi ��� the talented street racer who is a hidden gem of Mt Akina, sometimes also known as the tofu boy. It's a mistake to get Jay Chou to portray this lead character. He bloody can���t act! He puts in too much feelings and emotion whereas in the manga, Takumi is someone without much facial expression. The part were he cries, makes me wanna die of laughter. Come on~ When Takumi found out that Mogi is a social escort, he is juz devastated but being a bloke of wood, egoistic and prideful, he didn���t show his feelings out but choose to hide it. That scene of Jay crying makes me feel like he is being forced to cry and so not real. Guys who got hit hard on emotion cry with feelings not faek crying!
Ryosuke ��� Leader of Red Sun race team. An ace racer, technical genius when is comes to racing. Many racer aspire to be like him even his rivals have deep respect for his knowledge, skills and experiences. Together with his vase experience and skills, his ability to think and analyze while racing makes him a formidable opponent. He is my favorite character in Initial D. He is very humble and you will never hear him bragging about his achievements, even when he is explaining to his opponent why they lost the race. He does so without malice just stating the plain facts as he sees them. He is always willing to help a fellow racer improve their technique; even he knows he is their target. In the movie, Edison Chan is playing this spiritual character. Can I just tell you that he failed badly and tarnish the character completely. Utterly disappointed!
Takeshi - Leader of Night Kids race team. An excellent racer but his "win at all cost" attitude made in impulsive and impatient which he tends to try too hard and push his car beyond its limits, making mistakes and causes him to lose the race. Shawn Yu is starring this character which was a mistake as he does show the audience Takeshi eagerness to win. Personally I think he should play Takumi. Compare to Jay Chou, Shawn is more Takumi than Jay.
Bunta ��� Takumi's father. The legendary racer of Mt Akina. Played by Anthony Wong. He is good but again shows way too much expression for the character. On certain scene, he really looks like Bunta.
Itsuki ��� Takumi's buddy. Played by Chapman To. Probably the only actor who can portray closest to the character in the movie. 2 thumbs up! Well done.
Like what Bam bam say, I know the character too well. I really hope that the movie concentrate on the drifting and driving skills which I know in Japan, this is what professional street racer are expert at. To me the movie is juz like any other extract-from-comic movie like Spiderman or Batman.
For more information of the Initial D, you might want to check out this webby.
http://www.geocities.com/initial_d_battle
Personally, I would rate the movie 4 star, mainly because the movie focus more on characters development rather than the superb driving technique which is what Initial D is all about...
Takumi ��� the talented street racer who is a hidden gem of Mt Akina, sometimes also known as the tofu boy. It's a mistake to get Jay Chou to portray this lead character. He bloody can���t act! He puts in too much feelings and emotion whereas in the manga, Takumi is someone without much facial expression. The part were he cries, makes me wanna die of laughter. Come on~ When Takumi found out that Mogi is a social escort, he is juz devastated but being a bloke of wood, egoistic and prideful, he didn���t show his feelings out but choose to hide it. That scene of Jay crying makes me feel like he is being forced to cry and so not real. Guys who got hit hard on emotion cry with feelings not faek crying!
Ryosuke ��� Leader of Red Sun race team. An ace racer, technical genius when is comes to racing. Many racer aspire to be like him even his rivals have deep respect for his knowledge, skills and experiences. Together with his vase experience and skills, his ability to think and analyze while racing makes him a formidable opponent. He is my favorite character in Initial D. He is very humble and you will never hear him bragging about his achievements, even when he is explaining to his opponent why they lost the race. He does so without malice just stating the plain facts as he sees them. He is always willing to help a fellow racer improve their technique; even he knows he is their target. In the movie, Edison Chan is playing this spiritual character. Can I just tell you that he failed badly and tarnish the character completely. Utterly disappointed!
Takeshi - Leader of Night Kids race team. An excellent racer but his "win at all cost" attitude made in impulsive and impatient which he tends to try too hard and push his car beyond its limits, making mistakes and causes him to lose the race. Shawn Yu is starring this character which was a mistake as he does show the audience Takeshi eagerness to win. Personally I think he should play Takumi. Compare to Jay Chou, Shawn is more Takumi than Jay.
Bunta ��� Takumi's father. The legendary racer of Mt Akina. Played by Anthony Wong. He is good but again shows way too much expression for the character. On certain scene, he really looks like Bunta.
Itsuki ��� Takumi's buddy. Played by Chapman To. Probably the only actor who can portray closest to the character in the movie. 2 thumbs up! Well done.
Like what Bam bam say, I know the character too well. I really hope that the movie concentrate on the drifting and driving skills which I know in Japan, this is what professional street racer are expert at. To me the movie is juz like any other extract-from-comic movie like Spiderman or Batman.
For more information of the Initial D, you might want to check out this webby.
http://www.geocities.com/initial_d_battle
Monday, June 20, 2005
Sorry for the long absence! Been busy. The long awaited Kor's wedding was held on 4 June. I was super duper busy on that day since I was the wedding coordinator. Everything went ahead smoothly as planned although there were minor hiccups here and there, but we managed to overcome.
I'm glad the guests all like the food served. The wine was practically wacked out. The whole bunch of cousin really can drink. Mini drama ��� one of my cousin who just learned to drink got drunk and was seen lying of the grass patch. He took a lot of pix with all of us and when his gf saw the pix, they exchanged heated argument. Dumb gf! We are all cousin so even if we are seen hugging each other, it meant nothing!
Borrowed "My Date with the Vampire Part 3" from Lawrence. Glad that I've completed the whole serial, 38 episode in a week time. The plot was not bad, although everyone said its bad, I think otherwise.
Last week was declared as MC week as I only worked for a day. The rest of the days were resting at home.
I've finally consolidated my photo album 2. Only manage to complete the first part as most of the pix were stored in my office PC and I need to develop the pictures. Hopefully I can accomplish the task by this week.
Listen Up! I���ve got free tickets to the premier of Initial D!!! Credit goes to Bam Bam. Its Wednesday, can't wait to watch the movie since I'm a great fan of the anime. Edison Chan will be playing my favourite character ��� Ryosuke Takahashi, the leader of Redsun, driving a suave white Mazda FC 3S RX 7. Frankly speaking, I prefer Shawn Yue to play this character but nonetheless, let���s not judge to early.
A lot of things has been happening in the office. Latest news is that they have changed the 1-working Saturday schedule back to alternate working Saturday. This also means that our office hours have been changed to 9 to 6pm. I hate it! For the past 6mths, I've been enjoying partying on Friday so much and now, its back to old irritating working schedule! Pui! Bad decision! Come July, there will be less partying on Friday. In a way I guess it's now the perfect reason I can give myself since previously I was saying that I wanted to cut down on my boozing session. WTH! It might be a blessing in disguise.
My boss has resigned and her last day is this friday. I'm gonna missed her so much. The past 6 mths working with her was a pleasant and enriching experience. I've learnt so much from her, and I believe that there are so much more to learn from her. Frankly her departure was much expected, I mean giving the current situation in the office, I would have left if I was in her position. I'm feeling very drained... coz no matter how much effort I put in, they are never satisfied. Not that I'm not good enough but they are still very much in the previous era, digging all the history and find fault. Every single matter, be it their scope or not, they want to interfer! It makes it so hard to work coz there are so many parties you need to satisfy. Not to mention that they are so calculative. WTF! I really dunno how long more I can tolerate this nonsense....
My Gerri Jie is finally coming back for good! I missed her so much! A lot of catching up to do....
I'm glad the guests all like the food served. The wine was practically wacked out. The whole bunch of cousin really can drink. Mini drama ��� one of my cousin who just learned to drink got drunk and was seen lying of the grass patch. He took a lot of pix with all of us and when his gf saw the pix, they exchanged heated argument. Dumb gf! We are all cousin so even if we are seen hugging each other, it meant nothing!
Borrowed "My Date with the Vampire Part 3" from Lawrence. Glad that I've completed the whole serial, 38 episode in a week time. The plot was not bad, although everyone said its bad, I think otherwise.
Last week was declared as MC week as I only worked for a day. The rest of the days were resting at home.
I've finally consolidated my photo album 2. Only manage to complete the first part as most of the pix were stored in my office PC and I need to develop the pictures. Hopefully I can accomplish the task by this week.
Listen Up! I���ve got free tickets to the premier of Initial D!!! Credit goes to Bam Bam. Its Wednesday, can't wait to watch the movie since I'm a great fan of the anime. Edison Chan will be playing my favourite character ��� Ryosuke Takahashi, the leader of Redsun, driving a suave white Mazda FC 3S RX 7. Frankly speaking, I prefer Shawn Yue to play this character but nonetheless, let���s not judge to early.
A lot of things has been happening in the office. Latest news is that they have changed the 1-working Saturday schedule back to alternate working Saturday. This also means that our office hours have been changed to 9 to 6pm. I hate it! For the past 6mths, I've been enjoying partying on Friday so much and now, its back to old irritating working schedule! Pui! Bad decision! Come July, there will be less partying on Friday. In a way I guess it's now the perfect reason I can give myself since previously I was saying that I wanted to cut down on my boozing session. WTH! It might be a blessing in disguise.
My boss has resigned and her last day is this friday. I'm gonna missed her so much. The past 6 mths working with her was a pleasant and enriching experience. I've learnt so much from her, and I believe that there are so much more to learn from her. Frankly her departure was much expected, I mean giving the current situation in the office, I would have left if I was in her position. I'm feeling very drained... coz no matter how much effort I put in, they are never satisfied. Not that I'm not good enough but they are still very much in the previous era, digging all the history and find fault. Every single matter, be it their scope or not, they want to interfer! It makes it so hard to work coz there are so many parties you need to satisfy. Not to mention that they are so calculative. WTF! I really dunno how long more I can tolerate this nonsense....
My Gerri Jie is finally coming back for good! I missed her so much! A lot of catching up to do....
Thursday, May 26, 2005
YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE
Today's entry is especially dedicated to my favourite football club - Liverpool FC
Never mind if you lose EPL, FA... what mattter is THEY WON UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!
The only word to describe this morning match - UNBELIVABLE! The Mighty Reds were down 3-0 at first half. The 53sec goal scored by AC Milan shocked everyone. Then came another 2 more goals. Everyone thoought that was it. AC Milan have secured the champions league crown, theres no way Liverpool could fight back. However, second half goals by Liverpool's talismanic captain Steven Gerrard, Vladim铆r Smicer and Xabi Alonso wiped out Milan's seemingly unassailable half-time advantage.
~Steven Gerrard - I'm so proud of him
~ Xabi Alonso, scored the third goals *quite cute right*
Three goals down at half-time, within 15 minutes of the second half Liverpool had hauled themselves back on level terms. Who could imagine that?! But my red boys did it! Such a stunning fight back! Totally stunned everyone with slience!!!
Went into 2 rounds of extra time and finally a penalty shootout. Serginho fired Milan's first penalty over before Liverpool goalkeeper Jerzy Dudek saved Andrea Pirlo's spot-kick. Dietmar Hamann and Djibril Ciss茅 nervelessly converted their spot-kicks and, although John Arne Riise's kick was blocked by Dida, Andriy Shevchenko - who scored the winner in Milan's shoot-out win against Juventus FC in the 2003 final - was denied by the Dudek to give Liverpool a famous victory.
Duduk, though I thought you were such an idiot to miss the first and third goal by AC Milan, but you saved the 3 penalty shoot out, so you are forgiven!
Liverpool - King of Europe! In taking their fifth European title, and their first for 21 years, they were awarded the trophy to keep.
Man U, Chealsea, Arsenal did have this glory at all...
Man U, you can go cry till the kingdom come cause u lost the penalty shootout on Sunday to Arsenal! So, do you have an UEFA cup to KEEP?!
*notice the word KEEP, and not won the title?*
Clariss sings~~~~
When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone
Never mind if you lose EPL, FA... what mattter is THEY WON UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!
The only word to describe this morning match - UNBELIVABLE! The Mighty Reds were down 3-0 at first half. The 53sec goal scored by AC Milan shocked everyone. Then came another 2 more goals. Everyone thoought that was it. AC Milan have secured the champions league crown, theres no way Liverpool could fight back. However, second half goals by Liverpool's talismanic captain Steven Gerrard, Vladim铆r Smicer and Xabi Alonso wiped out Milan's seemingly unassailable half-time advantage.
~Steven Gerrard - I'm so proud of him
~ Xabi Alonso, scored the third goals *quite cute right*
Three goals down at half-time, within 15 minutes of the second half Liverpool had hauled themselves back on level terms. Who could imagine that?! But my red boys did it! Such a stunning fight back! Totally stunned everyone with slience!!!
Went into 2 rounds of extra time and finally a penalty shootout. Serginho fired Milan's first penalty over before Liverpool goalkeeper Jerzy Dudek saved Andrea Pirlo's spot-kick. Dietmar Hamann and Djibril Ciss茅 nervelessly converted their spot-kicks and, although John Arne Riise's kick was blocked by Dida, Andriy Shevchenko - who scored the winner in Milan's shoot-out win against Juventus FC in the 2003 final - was denied by the Dudek to give Liverpool a famous victory.
Duduk, though I thought you were such an idiot to miss the first and third goal by AC Milan, but you saved the 3 penalty shoot out, so you are forgiven!
Liverpool - King of Europe! In taking their fifth European title, and their first for 21 years, they were awarded the trophy to keep.
Man U, Chealsea, Arsenal did have this glory at all...
Man U, you can go cry till the kingdom come cause u lost the penalty shootout on Sunday to Arsenal! So, do you have an UEFA cup to KEEP?!
*notice the word KEEP, and not won the title?*
Clariss sings~~~~
When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone
Sunday, May 22, 2005
We are all so drunk
Wen are here at mecole place for BBQ.... the food was good..the drinks were good... everone were so fucking drubk... and as now I'm writeing to u guys... I'm too were fucking drunk.... sakae... wine... deer... whisky...we drank to our heart content... so thats all folks... they r waiting for me... I'm getting so fucking drunk!!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Everyone is signing the contract....
As all might be aware, my dear brother will be getting married in 3 weeks time. Chop and confirm on the contract...
My gf - Adeline, will be goign through the customary wedding this Sept. So that means the Hong Kong trip that I'm dying to go during August will be cancelled. Any one like to take me to Hong Kong? Transport + Accom must be dirt cheap! I wanna spend all my $$$ on shopping.
Anyway with everyone getting married be it ROM or customary.... I think I'm hitting the mid-20s crisis as how Linda term it.... How? Not that I'm dying to get married, but why ain't I attached? By the way ideal marriage age is 28. So, logically, if you do your mathematics, you need about 3-4 yrs time or minimum 2 yrs to know the person well, whether you can take his living habits, characters, if you can get along well with his friends, parents, sibilings and relatives, isn't now the time to get attached?!
With due respect to all the male species... F the s'porean guys or maybe F my luck.... those I met after my break up with bengz were jerks! NOt that bengz was fantastic, is so we wouldn't have broken off taking into consideration my attitude and F-up temper. Is that so difficualt to meet a good nature guy?
As I read the eulogy of Dr. Wee Kim Wee, I began to ponder why loving husband all die early? As the grand-daughter realted the love Dr Wee have for Mrs. Wee, it really touches me and make me long for someone like him... minus off the beat me to dying first.
So now the question is How do you quantify a good and loving husband?
I totally agree with the common women saying literally translated as "Good guys are all others husband now" But then again, if good guys are all others husband then how do you explain when husband have affairs behind their wives back?
If Good guys = good husband = extra marital affiar? Then, Good guys = extra marital affairs? Hmmm....
My gf - Adeline, will be goign through the customary wedding this Sept. So that means the Hong Kong trip that I'm dying to go during August will be cancelled. Any one like to take me to Hong Kong? Transport + Accom must be dirt cheap! I wanna spend all my $$$ on shopping.
Anyway with everyone getting married be it ROM or customary.... I think I'm hitting the mid-20s crisis as how Linda term it.... How? Not that I'm dying to get married, but why ain't I attached? By the way ideal marriage age is 28. So, logically, if you do your mathematics, you need about 3-4 yrs time or minimum 2 yrs to know the person well, whether you can take his living habits, characters, if you can get along well with his friends, parents, sibilings and relatives, isn't now the time to get attached?!
With due respect to all the male species... F the s'porean guys or maybe F my luck.... those I met after my break up with bengz were jerks! NOt that bengz was fantastic, is so we wouldn't have broken off taking into consideration my attitude and F-up temper. Is that so difficualt to meet a good nature guy?
As I read the eulogy of Dr. Wee Kim Wee, I began to ponder why loving husband all die early? As the grand-daughter realted the love Dr Wee have for Mrs. Wee, it really touches me and make me long for someone like him... minus off the beat me to dying first.
So now the question is How do you quantify a good and loving husband?
I totally agree with the common women saying literally translated as "Good guys are all others husband now" But then again, if good guys are all others husband then how do you explain when husband have affairs behind their wives back?
If Good guys = good husband = extra marital affiar? Then, Good guys = extra marital affairs? Hmmm....
Friday, May 13, 2005
Are you getting old???
Kids nowadays were so different from our time.... what childhood do they have???
According to today's regulators and bureaucrats, those of us who were kids in the 60's, 70's and early 80's probably shouldn't have survived, because our baby cots were covered with brightly coloured lead-based paint which was promptly chewed and licked. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, or latches on doors or cabinets and it was fine to play with pans.
When we rode our bikes, we wore no helmets, just flip-flops and fluorescent 'spokey dokey's' on our wheels
As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or airbags - riding in the passenger seat was a treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle and it tasted the same. We ate chips, bread and butter pudding and drank fizzy juice with sugar in it, but we were never overweightbecause we were always outside playing.
We shared one drink with four friends, from one bottle or can and no-one actually died from this. We would spend hours building go-carts out of scraps and then went topspeed down the hill, only to find out we forgot the brakes.
After running into stinging nettles a few times, we learned to solve the problem. We would leave home in the morning and could play all day, as long as we were back before it got dark. No one was able to reach us and no one minded.
We did not have Play stations or X-Boxes, no video games at all. No 99 channels on TV, no videotape movies, no surround sound, no mobile phones, no personal computers, no DVDs, no Internet chat rooms.
We had friends - we went outside and found them. We played elastics and rounders, and sometimes that ball really hurt!
We fell out of trees, got cut, and broke bones but there were no law suits.
We had full on fist fights but no prosecution followed from other parents.
We played chap-the-door-run-away and were actually afraid of the owners catching us.
We walked to friends' homes.
We also, believe it or not, WALKED to school; we didn't rely on mummy or daddy to drive us to school, which was just round the corner.
We made up games with sticks and tennis balls. We rode bikes in packs of 7 and wore our coats by only the hood.
The idea of a parent bailing us out if we broke a law was unheard of...They actually sided with the law.
This generation has produced some of the best risk-takers and problem solvers and inventors, ever. The past 50 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas.
We had freedom, failure, success and responsibility, and we learned how to deal with it all.
I'm so glad I'm one of them. Are you? If so, Congratulations!
For those of you who aren't old enough, thought you might like to read about us.
This my friends, is surprisingly frightening......and it might put a smile on your face: The majority of students in universities today were born in 1986........They are called youth.
They have never heard of We are the World, We are the children and the version of Uptown Girl they know is by Westlife not Billy Joel. They have never heard of Rick Astley, Bananarama, Nena Cherry or Belinda Carlisle.
For them, there has always been only one Germany and one Vietnam.
AIDS has existed since they were born.
CD's have existed since they were born.
Michael Jackson has always been white.
To them John Travolta has always been round in shape and they can't imagine how this fat guy could be a god of dance.
They believe that Charlie's Angels and Mission Impossible are Films from last year.
They can never imagine life before computers.
They'll never have pretended to be the A Team, RedHand Gang or the Famous Five.
They'll never have applied to be on Jim'll Fix It or Why Don't You.
They can't believe a black and white television ever existed. And they will never understand how we could leave the house without a mobile phone.
Now let's check if we're getting old...
1. You understand what was written above and you smile.
2. You need to sleep more, usually until the afternoon, after a night out.
3. Your friends are getting married/already married.
4. You are always surprised to see small children playing comfortably with computers
5. When you see teenagers with mobile phones, you shake your head.
6. You remember watching Dirty Den in EastEnders the first time around
7. You meet your friends from time to time, talking about the good Old days, repeating again all the funny things you have experienced together.
Yes, you're getting old, my friend!!!
According to today's regulators and bureaucrats, those of us who were kids in the 60's, 70's and early 80's probably shouldn't have survived, because our baby cots were covered with brightly coloured lead-based paint which was promptly chewed and licked. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, or latches on doors or cabinets and it was fine to play with pans.
When we rode our bikes, we wore no helmets, just flip-flops and fluorescent 'spokey dokey's' on our wheels
As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or airbags - riding in the passenger seat was a treat. We drank water from the garden hose and not from a bottle and it tasted the same. We ate chips, bread and butter pudding and drank fizzy juice with sugar in it, but we were never overweightbecause we were always outside playing.
We shared one drink with four friends, from one bottle or can and no-one actually died from this. We would spend hours building go-carts out of scraps and then went topspeed down the hill, only to find out we forgot the brakes.
After running into stinging nettles a few times, we learned to solve the problem. We would leave home in the morning and could play all day, as long as we were back before it got dark. No one was able to reach us and no one minded.
We did not have Play stations or X-Boxes, no video games at all. No 99 channels on TV, no videotape movies, no surround sound, no mobile phones, no personal computers, no DVDs, no Internet chat rooms.
We had friends - we went outside and found them. We played elastics and rounders, and sometimes that ball really hurt!
We fell out of trees, got cut, and broke bones but there were no law suits.
We had full on fist fights but no prosecution followed from other parents.
We played chap-the-door-run-away and were actually afraid of the owners catching us.
We walked to friends' homes.
We also, believe it or not, WALKED to school; we didn't rely on mummy or daddy to drive us to school, which was just round the corner.
We made up games with sticks and tennis balls. We rode bikes in packs of 7 and wore our coats by only the hood.
The idea of a parent bailing us out if we broke a law was unheard of...They actually sided with the law.
This generation has produced some of the best risk-takers and problem solvers and inventors, ever. The past 50 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas.
We had freedom, failure, success and responsibility, and we learned how to deal with it all.
I'm so glad I'm one of them. Are you? If so, Congratulations!
For those of you who aren't old enough, thought you might like to read about us.
This my friends, is surprisingly frightening......and it might put a smile on your face: The majority of students in universities today were born in 1986........They are called youth.
They have never heard of We are the World, We are the children and the version of Uptown Girl they know is by Westlife not Billy Joel. They have never heard of Rick Astley, Bananarama, Nena Cherry or Belinda Carlisle.
For them, there has always been only one Germany and one Vietnam.
AIDS has existed since they were born.
CD's have existed since they were born.
Michael Jackson has always been white.
To them John Travolta has always been round in shape and they can't imagine how this fat guy could be a god of dance.
They believe that Charlie's Angels and Mission Impossible are Films from last year.
They can never imagine life before computers.
They'll never have pretended to be the A Team, RedHand Gang or the Famous Five.
They'll never have applied to be on Jim'll Fix It or Why Don't You.
They can't believe a black and white television ever existed. And they will never understand how we could leave the house without a mobile phone.
Now let's check if we're getting old...
1. You understand what was written above and you smile.
2. You need to sleep more, usually until the afternoon, after a night out.
3. Your friends are getting married/already married.
4. You are always surprised to see small children playing comfortably with computers
5. When you see teenagers with mobile phones, you shake your head.
6. You remember watching Dirty Den in EastEnders the first time around
7. You meet your friends from time to time, talking about the good Old days, repeating again all the funny things you have experienced together.
Yes, you're getting old, my friend!!!
Monday, May 09, 2005
Am I turning Alchoholic?
Weekends of the past few months were plain boozing away. Recently, it've been to a stage where without booze I feell the emptiness within me. Its like something is missing and I juz didn't felt right. Counting my fingers away.... it seems like almost every Friday, I'll be at different place dinking with different group of pple... Am I leading that dream singlehood that I craved for when I was with Bengz, or am I finding some ways to numb myself? I really dunno...
It hit me hard and got me thinking when the recent bills came and all the transaction were from the drinking session. I bought myself nothing... not even a piece of clothing, a bag, an accessories, NOTHING!
Although I consider myself who can hold my own liquor... (the last time I was dead drunk was during my 17th bday) recalling back those silly things I've done when I'm out "partying" really puzzled me. Some of which I didn't even remembered, or I shocked the hell outta everyone with my behaviour and actions...
So am I or am I not????
It hit me hard and got me thinking when the recent bills came and all the transaction were from the drinking session. I bought myself nothing... not even a piece of clothing, a bag, an accessories, NOTHING!
Although I consider myself who can hold my own liquor... (the last time I was dead drunk was during my 17th bday) recalling back those silly things I've done when I'm out "partying" really puzzled me. Some of which I didn't even remembered, or I shocked the hell outta everyone with my behaviour and actions...
So am I or am I not????
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
I'm officially moved to 9B
Yes! From 9A to 9B.
I wonder next time if theres a kid,
will I be shifting from 9B to 8A?!!!
Confusing huh? Alright den... let me enlighten you....
My Kor is getting married this June, so I offered to exchange my room with him since my room is bigger. The negative side is that I've downgrading from a 5-door wardrobe to a 3-door wardrobe. Imagine the clothing I've to sell/give to karung-kuni *sob sob* True enuff...the wardrobe barely fit, so I bought a chest of drawers.
I threw away my old writing table which acoompanied me thru my burning midnight oil days... Now he is officially retired! RIP
I never realize how much clothes, bags, accessories, and achi-palia things were hiding from my eyes until I start digging them out from their comfy hiding place.
My new room looks neat and tidy aft all the hardwork of packing. I guess I need to start my furniture shopping to decorate my new room...
I wonder next time if theres a kid,
will I be shifting from 9B to 8A?!!!
Confusing huh? Alright den... let me enlighten you....
My Kor is getting married this June, so I offered to exchange my room with him since my room is bigger. The negative side is that I've downgrading from a 5-door wardrobe to a 3-door wardrobe. Imagine the clothing I've to sell/give to karung-kuni *sob sob* True enuff...the wardrobe barely fit, so I bought a chest of drawers.
I threw away my old writing table which acoompanied me thru my burning midnight oil days... Now he is officially retired! RIP
I never realize how much clothes, bags, accessories, and achi-palia things were hiding from my eyes until I start digging them out from their comfy hiding place.
My new room looks neat and tidy aft all the hardwork of packing. I guess I need to start my furniture shopping to decorate my new room...
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