Tuesday, October 30, 2007

of school, wisdom and Barney-bday

after a week long break, I've got an email to register my modules for next term which is going to start next week. Sigh~ but on a brighter note, yeah~ 4 more modules, 2 more term...I can finally say byebye to 半工半读的日子

the renovation works in the office is killing me...and my wisdom tooth attack with a miniature ulcer combo came so timely. Falling sick again. *tear*

on a happier note...Its Princess bday this weekend hoho! Her 一同 is finally sprouting. Nothing fancy except that everything is Barney, and yes at this point of the entry, my 32inc is playing Barney *smile*

Sunday, October 21, 2007

不值得

整理心情
我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过一直在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心无力继续

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起不值得哭泣

这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

Saturday, October 20, 2007

SPop Live Recording

many nice song. We've got great talents in Singapore

getting ready for recording...the set


JJ Lin the ambassador of SPop


一人一半 - soundtrack of 881


Superband 迷路兵 I think they have got potential to be the next 五月天


i like this song 泪


梦飞船 performing one of my favourite song 不值得


check out the song, nice lyrics ...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

surprise

so I got a friend request from this chick weeks ago which I ignored since she is on private profile, I cant checked if we are 2nd degree related.

Not until recently I saw the profile picture was a photo taken with him, and realize that the frd request is from the new chick

I guessed the new chick must have gone through his group of friends and found me, saw the biker pix in my profile, else she wouldn't have send the request bah...

2mths back on his bday, I sent him my wishes thru text msg and he replied. I didnt replied thereafter since I figured its kinda not impt. I want to maintain the type of relationship of no-contact-but-I-know-you-remember-me-and-you-know-I-remember-you, which is what we are now and I'm pretty comfortable with that.

curiosity you call that, I added her to see how he had been doing the past months. A lovely couple as mentioned before, and I happy for him. The funny thing is I dun feel the pinch of jealousy, juz pure happiness.

Best wishes, I should expect wedding bells to ring soon....

Monday, October 15, 2007

cooking

I love being home alone, cause I can have the whole kitchen to myself and I can do whatever I want in it. Ok I'm not talking about kitchen sex, I'm talking about cooking, actual cooking that is.


Today's dish - Macaroni cheese with ham



As you can see I'm not a very good cook which is probably why mama seldom let me have the kitchen. Off the record, I think the main reason why mama refuse to let me use to use the kitchen is because I hate washing the dishes. Most of the time I prayed for the dishes to get clean and walk themselves back to the cabinets *shhh* Do not be decieved by the presentation, its edible. I can taste macaroni, ham and burnt cheese... *smile*

So some may ask, why is it red. Well initially I wanted to have macaroni with ham in tomatoes sauce, then I realise theres cheese in the fridge, so I decided to try adding some cheese in it. But its kinda late as the dish was ready, but nonetheless I melted the cheese and throw the ready dish back into the pan and mixed it.

I really dun think thats the way to make macaroni cheese , but since I can taste macaroni and cheese, I'm contended.

my ex-bf did commented that I'm a great gf cause I can cook delicious instant noodles / canned food =_=
I forsee my steamboat recipe will happen quite often if I ever get married hoho!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

红内裤

我跟mama说明天我要早点起床,因为要去抱佛祖的脚,星期一要考试咯
mama说要我穿红内裤
"你问Denise看有用吗"
Denise是我的侄女,今年7岁,不知从哪听来....

穿红内裤会保佑考试考满分
那我里里外外都要像封红包了!!!

Thursday, October 04, 2007

Free Burma!


Free Burma!


Open the door to free the people...

Lust . Caution

postnote
a great director...a great story...a great cast.....not a great ending...not a great cut just so to accomodate a mass audiences...
but still it is still worth the $$$...worth the time....


I is so want to watch this....

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

buddies


not the mecole-ivan type,
juz buddies who will be there for you, to share all you joy and sorrow...
I'm glad I have you with me...

p/s: pic incomplete... ah boey, we need a complete pic!

Friday, September 28, 2007

on a friday nite....


in my room..... this is pure enjoyment....
*smile*

Friday, September 21, 2007

task focus

postnote....
it came with a decision...
decision which hurts me like crazy...


this happened moments ago....
I'm happy with myself
I made my stand clear and not try to by a nice girl, waiting aimlessly hoping that you will make up your mind.

I am happy with myself that I spoke my mind.
I made it clear to you what I want and not let you make the decision
or being wishy-washy can't decide what you want.

and I am happy for myself
for once I made a decision based consideration of me, myself and I
not for someone else, not for making you not feel guilty
I want a closure to things, not left hanging in mid air.

I tag a deadline, an expiry date to it
once it hits, byebye and move on.
this is task focus, without considering feelings,
without the baggage of "Will I hurt You?"

You have an objective, you strategize and you work towards it.

me meme

In the 8 facts about [name], you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you (the dark secret). At the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each blogger must post these rules first. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves. At the end of the post, a blogger needs to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog...


1. I'm magnet to sucky relationship and still attracting them. My past relationships never cross the 2 yr mark.

2. My clothings are of solid colours, no fancy prints for me

3. I've got tons of friends but only few who are real close to me. My ratio of male female friends is 3:1. Guys are easier to handle I guess, but still I treasure my gfs. They are the ones who lend a listening ear.

4. I'm known as the hardcore drinker among friends... to be honest after a few drinks I get tipsy, I just act sober...If I disappear more than 1/2hr, I'm probably puking in the loo... *shhh*

5. I've got an imaginary friend who is always beside me, being there for me.

6. Many of times people see me as a strong girl who can take care of my own problem. the fact is I'm not. In fact I hide 1 corner, cry and my imaginary frd will comfort me.

7. When I spring clean my room, I merely sweep everything to corners that cannot be seen and call it a day.

8. I'm a princess at home. The chores are taken care of and I dun need to lay a finger on them, so much so that I dunno how to operate a washing machine.

Go on have fun....

Thursday, September 20, 2007

planed leave

so I was fumbling what to do with the 17.5days of leave,
Thank goodness I could carry forward 10days to next year (If I'm gonna tender, this will come in handy).

So few days for preparation of exam...long weekend for Deepavali...and 1 week break for my birthday and thats about it...

yesh...my birthday is 2mths away...
Parties? May or may not happen I dunno, but I definitely want a good meal with friends (craving for AMK crabs).

Gifts are still welcome though :) A DVD player to match my new toy will be good :)

and so my work schedule for the next 3mths are pretty fixed... kinda lost excitment

与时并进



now in can!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

my new toy

in my room
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brand new for SGD400
thanks AntE for persuading me to get the 32inc instead of 26inc...

Sunday, September 16, 2007

生命的长短

如果能用计算机来衡量生命的长短有多好
每做一件好事就加一天的寿命
每做一件坏事就减一天的寿命
生命的长短不是用“老”和“病”来定夺

Monday, September 10, 2007

好心,好报

this is the current situation....



alex:
落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日后同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
stephy:
我决意爱他祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
alex:
还看着你(他会感动吗)看你在悬崖走路
他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)只照顾自己
stephy:
我惯了爱他你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
*
alex:
对你好无人稀罕我好无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
(而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道好人恕我未能做到)
alex:
最受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
stephy:
我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬

alex:
情况坏到(他也许做到)你信任来年一日
他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到
alex stephy:
我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步

repeat *

alex:
你当我是知己我看得到
我当你是一生前途
stephy:
彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
alex stephy:
怎么好都等不到

alex:
怎去做无人珍惜我好无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
好从来都知你好(未够好)
为何他不够好(我不够好)
原来我又与他拥抱
alex stephy:
仍然相信我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道

Friday, September 07, 2007

Toilet and Meeting

convenience

after craving for 1 whole mth, I finally found a khaki tonight for 麻辣火锅....
uuuwhhooo!

I'm not particularly a great fan of steamboat but I was craving for something spicy, like REAL spicy, so I thought 重庆麻辣火锅 should be able to do the job.

Steamboat is the best family bonding moments.
Whole family seat around the table, dump their favourites into the pot, and its ready to eat within mins.
A great option for those who cannot make up their mind what to eat or those who are do not have time to spend hrs in the kitchen to prepare a meal.

Buy whatever you like and dump everything inside, even the soup can be bought off the shelf.

I think is also quite a good options for working mum...

"妈咪,今晚吃什么?"

"噢,火锅咯!不用伤脑筋 "

celebrate or mourn?!


huh?! I thought we should be mourning....
poor man...after singing his lungs out, pple are celebrating for his death
as though he is saddam.