I'm back to my short boyish haircut again....this time around no longer the funky spiky hairdo, its juz short n neat with fringe, very clean-cut look, with lots of layer and volume.

Made a pact with Mr. Ben Siah. Both of us will embark on a no red-meat diet till Chinese New Year. For the next 2 weeks, we will live on white meat, vegetables and fruits. White meat has to be either steam or boil no grilled, bbq, deep fried, pan fried etc. We will update each other on what we ate for the day. Ben, please be honest!

The loser will treat the winner to dinner but the catch is that the loser will only get to see the winner savoir on the food while he/she only gets to eat plain bread.

My target is that I need to lose 1 1/2 inches off my waistline and abt 3 pounds.

So now, some of you might ask, why this deal?! Well coz I realize that I put on so much weight since Xmas. Thanks to all the junk food I stuffed myself with and the alcohol I drowned myself with every week, my waistline getting thicker sob sob. Plus, this CNY, I bought a lot of clothes, so I need to lose a little weight to look good.

As for Ben, he wants back his FLAT stomach!!!! And to think that he is going to wack all the Ba Gua during CNY, he thought he better do something first.

Ben, if you are reading this, dun cheat and try to find loopholes so that you can bluff your way through. Think of the FLAT stomach!!! Well 2 weeks a bit short. Lets be realistic and target 2 inches off.

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Despite the fact that I have told myself to get over and done with, I still can't refrain myself from doing silly things. After witnessing the incident on Thursday, I totally believe that everything was over. I have finally woke up from my unrealistic dream. No more hope, not even a tiny weeny one. I should not waste my time over anything that dun even have some hope. I should just concentrate on things that are much more worth my attention and seeking....

Wake up! And stop wasting time...

I should get over and done with...I should stop habouring onto that tiny glimpse of hope...I dun have all day to be part of your game and I'm definetly not a character whereby you can manipulate...

So, get lost as I have better things to do....

Dear all,

A little announcement to make, I've finally took up my Director's offer to cross over to the commercial arm and do operation, leasing and A&P. I felt that crossing over will definitely beef up my portfolio and the things that I'm going to learn will be much more than what my current position is offering. Moreover, I've always wanted to do operation and leasing, so this serve a good opportunity.

I certainly see myself as a sponge absorbing the knowledge that she impart to me, though this also means that I have to sacrifice more as she is not a nice person to work with but that's only because she has high demand when it comes to work plus she is a slave driver. At a personal level, she is very fun, definitely dun look like someone who is at her 40s. But then again, I guess I've to look in terms of long run, if I cross over, when I leave this place, I see myself more marketable and I can demand more in terms of position and monetary.

I've also made a few request to her of which she has accepted so now its my turn to fulfill the expectations she has on me.

Official date that I start has yet to confirm but I predict that will probably be in April after our AGM. I'm totally excited and look forward to what has been installed for me.

So wish me luck.....

This is my new digital cam complimentary from Prudential. Very sleek and small. Only size of a business card. But..,the fustrating part is it doesn't come with extra memory card due to the premium that I'm paying. *roll eyes* Anyway the cam comes with a 14MB build in memory card, but I'm such a photo s*** 14mb where got enuff???!!!!

Worst thing that could ever happen to me is toothache! I hate it! I prefer fever, headache etc, not that I love getting sick but the fact that if to compare with all other illness, toothache and blocked nose are two that I detest most!

I totally look like chipmunk. This is what my dentist diagnose Due to my weak gums, (apparently they are very red due to overcrowding at my front set of teeth) the ulcer has aggravate the whatevaer you call them in the gums to start getting havoc.

I was given an antiseptic mouth rinse called Chlorophasm. It���s a torture! Damn bitter and I am not suppose to rinse off with water, not allowed to eat of drink within the next hour after the rinse. The only good thing it does is to numb my gums and thus I cant feel the pain.

Anyway, my dentist again brought up the topic of braces. She said that its either 1) I go for braces to solve all the problem or 2) I need to pay more attention to my oral hygiene.

I certainly hope that to get braces done at 22 is not too old. When I told Ben abt it, he commented that I was certainly a high maintenance girl. First, it was the lasix and now braces. I mean I was toying with the braces idea for quite some time, but back then was to get rid of my vampire tooth and look good, but now seems like I have got no choice since my overcrowded teeth are giving me hell lots of problem.

Conclusion, I'll start saving up after my lasix and will get the braces done say hopefully by this year. So that means that my driving license plan has to be put on hold! Hmmmm���

Got this email from my pretty cousin *wink*

Cyrus SAYS: Daddy, how was I born?

DAD SAYS: Ah, my son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Well, you see your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on MSN. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a blessed little Pop-Up appeared and said: You've Got Male!

Are human infected with the IT terms that they have lost their human touch, or the basic language structure. K some of you might say that I'm over-reacting... Ask yourself this: When was the last time you actually had a decent conversation with someone? I guess most of the conversation has been replace by sms and emails. Asking your friend out for a movie or coffee can be done sending a sms. "Watching LOTR. Meet 3pm @ PS. Text me when you reach" Does this look familar?!

Nowadays, even quarrelling can be done via sms/msn/emails. Raising your voice to show your anger has been replace by smileys, emotions and puncuation marks.

Isn't it sad when we are gifted with vocal power yet we have choose to let our fingers do the talking. So, will we encounter this day such that, we don't know how to communicate anymore????
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My toothache and ucler are killing me.... I'm going nuts.... stay far far away from me .....

Received this sms from J, isn't that sweet?

If I'm a tear,
I wanna be born in your eyes,
live on your cheeks and
die on your lips...
But if you were my tear,
I would never cry...coz
I never wanna lose someone like you

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Got a sms from Andy who is currently in Aceh.
Everythings is fins and he is doing fine there.
He is now with the HQ and staying in the hotel.
The network over there is weak thus it will
take some time for him to reply to our sms.

I finally got back my petty cash claim from
the accounts dept. Finally I see $$$$

Adeline juz called up yday informing that my
insurance policies have been incepted. Guess wat?!
They are giving my a DIGITAL CAM!!!!
*jumping with joy* Wait...wait... its not a Canon
or Sony, its from BenQ but better that nothing, so
on my wish list, I'm still left with my laptop...

Went for our family shot yday at a bridal studio. Its mine parent 30th Wedding Anniversary next month, thus the bridal shot was a gift from kor and me.

Mummy looks gorgeous in the wedding gown. She had three outfit ��� Wedding Gown, a gold-color gown and the traditional Chinese embroidery gown known as Qua. Daddy looks very charming minus off the pot belly of coz! Kor and me were the "best man" and "bridesmaid" I wore a white lace tube dress with a ribbon tie to my neck. It was suppose to be a cute girl look.

Anyway to cut the whole story short, we were there for 6 hrs. The whole experience was exiting, enjoyable and very tiring. We had to smile non-stop. And for a non-professional like us, we definitely ran out of pose.

Mummy was the envy of the day. Everyone was commenting she still look so slim after giving birth to two kids and married for 30 years. Too bad I didn't inherit her genes sob sob....

Once the pix are ready will post online the share my family bliss with you guys.

Oh ya, I finally went to cut my hair...

Juz receive a sms from my good frd - Andy. He has been assign to Aceh to help out with the operation. Will be leaving tomorrow and will be back in a mths time.

Andy bro, u take care over there ah... we will be waiting for you here to celebrate CYN... If possible, drop us a sms, email, call etc, let us knw u r safe and sound over there. God Bless....

Ok Quiz Time...damn bored in the office pardon me....


You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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You're a sporty tom boy. That's not a bad thing.
You're friendly, competitive, athletic, and you
love to have fun. You attract a lot of guy
friends and make many girls jealous. Don't pay
attention to them. A lot of boys might think
you are aggressive and might be intimidated.
Don't worry, show them the other side of you
that makes people so attracted to your fun
personality. You also are a profectionist. You
have to be good at everything. But please don't
stress yourself out. You're just fine the way
you are.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Zzz monster... shoo shoo... go away... U are making me sleepy...

I've uploaded some pix in My Picture Gallery.

Feel free to browse through... :)

A Family of Lizards

My wonderful and beautiful was spoilted as I was greeted by the most disgusting, creepy ugly creature living on planet earth! LIZARDS!!!! Not one but a family of three.

Was chatting with mama at the breakfast table, opened up the food basket and wanted a grab a piece of brownie, and saw a fat "toothpick" beside the brownie. I thought "Who on earth use a toothpick to eat brownie?" Took a second look and scremed!!! Its a fat lizard sitting confortably beside my delicious brownie!!! Ma got a shocked and came to my rescue. She shoo the lizard away, but it wasn't moving, so we thought it was dead. When ma wanted to throw the brownie away, out came the mama lizard and baby lizard! Horrible!!!

Both of us kept screaming and ran out of the kitchen! And Daddy came running down from his room.

The hero of the day was none other than my beloved Daddy!!!