Despite the fact that I have told myself to get over and done with, I still can't refrain myself from doing silly things. After witnessing the incident on Thursday, I totally believe that everything was over. I have finally woke up from my unrealistic dream. No more hope, not even a tiny weeny one. I should not waste my time over anything that dun even have some hope. I should just concentrate on things that are much more worth my attention and seeking....